带着感恩的心♥

感恩♥ 24.7...

感恩能够认识到你，因为从小就很渴望见到或身边的朋友都是和我同姓。

很可惜我的姓就是那么的 ‘少’ 所以都未遇过一个男生是和我同姓！你是第一个！

所以我才说，这份对我来说是非常值得珍惜的一份友谊！

这份感激不能说完呢！不单只是你时常的接送！我更知道你考试。。睡觉的时间不够，可是你都愿意答应我来载我！虽然我们俩的家是靠近可是，必须特地转上去才能够到我家。。所以其实每次你都可以直接就去，可是因为载我... 有时还会弄得一点迟到。。[真不好意思！]可是你都无怨言！我知道那晚你很累.. .. 累得都不想跟他们喝茶，但！你还问我要不要和他们喝茶..(?) 看着你那疲惫的眼神望着我时..还带着深呼吸的语气.. 我还那忍心？ 当然！连我的最爱（蛋糕）都放弃~ XP heeee.... 在回的路途中又遇到 封路 的状况，害得疲惫的你要兜个大圈才把我送到回家。

我也记得那次，我们都参加一个‘特会’本来遇到考试的你好像是来不到，可是因为delay了，你..还是出现了.. 因为每当考试的时候，注重又紧张的你一定又是 ‘温书，温通宵’。你竟然还会问我们需要人载回吗...(?) 所以..结果三晚都由你来送我们回家。 谢谢你啊！！！

贪喝的我.... .. 很想念 {chatime} 所以我还是开了口，要你载我去买！[过分的我] 我知道时间很不早了！接近12am.. 你也很累，我也很累... 可是我就是很想喝嘛~... .. 所以你只是问了一句："你要喝啊？... .. . 是打包吗?"  当然我也知道你是会载我去买的咯~! XD Hahahaaa...LOL

幸好你也想喝所以结果是我们俩一起去打包^-^ 为了表示感激！也当然是请你喝啦^-* 嘻嘻。。

我知道你一直都想要买一个十字架的链，（我也是想买给你）可是就是找不到适合的！虽然我有说要送你也不算答应可是我就是很想送你！所以你的生日成了我最美丽的借口！哈哈哈

找到我~~~~~~ ~ ~ ~!! 想要找你喜欢的款式和适合你的真难啊！！！ （知道你蛮挑的xP）

但不知满不满你的意？可是感谢神，你应该是满意的。。因为你会问是不是三为一体的神，哈哈酱都给你想到！那也不错的想法! 你真有智慧啊！！=D  愿那三位一体的真神常与你同在！更加希望送给你的一切会让你开心和喜欢！只不过是小小的礼物，但！是我最大的心意！！

只要你开心，我就心满意足了！所以你其实一点都不用不好意思^-*

沙子之缘

我们只是沙子之缘..  在万人中，我们相遇... 可惜只有我留意你的存在..
我非常珍惜我们拥有的日子，只不过短短4天和4个晚上...
从一个 video clip里..第一次见到你，只觉得你是个很有喜乐的人..
你领着你的作品，也是我第一次开始听到你的歌...

到了晚上，终于都亲眼看到你的真人，不用再透过银幕，你..... ... ..
真的真的真的 太吸引我了！ 我整场聚会的视线都离不开了你！你拥有着一股很浓烈的魅力，不断地向我散发！你的嗓子是我听过最沙的声音，而且是沙中之沙。当你拉音时你的声音就像一粒粒的沙子一样！

你弹吉它的表情是我见过最帅，最酷，最可爱又灿烂的笑容！
最令我感动的是你所带的每场敬拜赞美！你的每一创作！ 你歌词里所描述对神的渴慕和神一切的美好，都很贴切！我不单只羡慕你！因为这都是我所求所想的带领敬拜！一个充满了神的恩膏的敬拜赞美！
你的每一个小动作我都很喜欢，更加的是欣赏你！

日子还是要过，所以4天也是一样的，很快就过去了！
在最后一晚，也是我们最近的距离。但...... 你是在高高的台上，而我只不过还是在台下万人里...

但，你是第一个让我懂得去珍惜，爱惜，保护，疼爱，喜欢，爱....的一个人...
你也是我第一次那么强烈的感觉到心跳加速的人！不单是喜欢，也是很爱！
所以从那天的聚会结束了过后，你就成了我每天祷告里的对象！

我知道再遇见的机会是难的了，所以我也没有要怎么样。
我更不够了解你，你是否单身？已婚？我都无法清楚知道，所以我惟有这样的祷告。
祈求神赐给你一个，很爱你，很喜欢你，恨珍惜你，很爱惜你，很疼爱你，很会保护你的一个好女生，女朋友，甚至老婆！让你每天都神的同在！不让你遇到凶恶危险，帮助你当你遇到了试探。天天都听见神对你说话，在创作方面更加是有神所赐的聪明智慧！愿你的敬拜更讨神的喜悦！不单只基督徒被感动，还未认识主的人也会明白歌词里的意思更加是触摸到他们的心！

为什么是沙子之缘？
因为 ‘沙子’ 的意思是 我们是在千万人海里相遇的...
而且，你拥有一把很独特的‘沙子’嗓子。

Heal Our Land

Our hearts are waiting for You.
Our hearts are waiting for You.
Earnstly seeking awaiting our healing.
Yes our hearts are waiting for You.
We humble ourselves and pray.
We humble ourselves and pray.
Your love never failing our
God ever reigning.
We humble ourselves and pray.

[CHORUS]
Heal our land.
We need Your love.
Restore us.
Restore us.
We need
Your touch again.

[BRIDGE]
Arise arise.
Around us shine.
Finally hope is here hope is here.

ARMY OF GOD - Redo Daeng Badji

Now is the time Your people ARISE
To be an army to show Your GLORY
There is no one who can stop us
We'll take this city for Your GLORY
Show Your greatness and Your Power
Give us the VICTORY

Chorus:

We are! We are the ARMY OF GOD!
Burning! burning the fire of God yeah!
We are! We are the ARMY OF GOD!
Burning! burning the fire of God yeah!

Bridge:

No one can stop us now
(No one can stop us now)
We are history makers
(We are history makers)
We'll gonna take this city
(We'll gonna take this city)
Take it for your glory
(Take it for your glory)

Ciptaan Baru - Redo Daeng Badji

Kupercaya Kaulah Tuhan
Mengubah hidup menjadi baru
Kupercaya Kaulah Tuhan
Mengubah hidup menjadi indah

Besar kasih setia yang tlah kau tunjukkan
Besar kasih setia yang tlah kau nyatakan

Ku tau diriku menjadi ciptaan baru
Kerana kasihMu ku akan selalu bersorak
HEY! HEY! Yesuslah Tuhan!
HEY! HEY! Yesuslah Tuhan!

Kupercaya Kaulah Tuhan
Mengubah hidup menjadi baru
Kupercaya Kaulah Tuhan
Mengubah hidup menjadi indah

Besar kasih setia yang tlah kau tunjukkan
Besar kasih setia yang tlah kau nyatakan

Ku tau diriku menjadi ciptaan baru
Kerana kasihMu ku akan selalu bersorak
HEY! HEY! Yesuslah Tuhan!
HEY! HEY! Yesuslah Tuhan!

Kau ubahkan diriku menjadi ciptaan baru
Kini ku hidup bagiMu (x4)

Ku tau diriku menjadi ciptaan baru
Kerana kasihMu ku akan selalu bersorak
HEY! HEY! Yesuslah Tuhan!
HEY! HEY! Yesuslah Tuhan! (x4)

Surabaya Bagi Kemuliaan-Mu(Surabaya[Malaysia] for your Glory)- Redo Daeng Badji

Kami umatMu berkumpul, bersujud menyembah,
Naikkan dao kami, di hadapan tahtaMu,
Kami nyatakan Kau Tuhan, atas kota kami,
datanglah kerajaanMu, nyatakan kuasaMu

dan kami nyatakanKau Tuhan,
kami serukan

Chorus:

Surabaya[Oh Malaysia] Bagi KemuliaanMu! Nyatakanlah kebesaranMu!
Dan kami tinngikan, kami agungkan Kau Yesus, Tuhan!
Surabaya[Oh Malaysia] Bagi KemuliaanMu! Nyatakanlah kebesaranMu!
Dan kami serukan, kami nyatakan Surabaya bagiMu Yesus

Back to chorus

Haleluya - Redo Daeng Badji

Haleluya, Haleluya
Bagi Anank Domba, yang duduk di tahta
Haleluya, Haleluya
Bagi Anank Domba, berkuas slamanya.

Holy Spirit - Redo Daeng Badji

I love You my Lord
Only You that I need
When I see Your face
My life has been changed
I’m longing for You
Longing for Your presence, Lord
To be closer to You
That is my heart’s desire
Chorus:
Holy Spirit, we love You Lord
Let me see You face to face
Holy Spirit, we love You Lord
Let me see You face to face

If This Was A Movie♥

Last night heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stair
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you not there

I was playing back a thousand memories baby thinkin bout everthing we been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


I know people change and these things happen,
but I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in you arms,
and our friends are laughing
cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now I'm pacing down the hall,
chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose


Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you out there
If your somewhere
If your moving on
I've been waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
and I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I'd say
Come back, come back, come back to me like
you would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight before I left you out
But I'd take it all back now!

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


You'd be here by now
Is that the kinda ending you wanna see now?
Baby what about the ending?
Oh I thought you'd be here by now

2012 started

1 January 2012 we both get restarted agn... But end up... failed... I think...
1st month of 2012 already alot happened to me~!! Arghhhh GOD~!
But I'm still trying to get over it!
So~ My relationship.. it's.. COMPLICATED
Complicated not means that my relation so OPEN
Depends lar~  But MINE? O.O        NO!
Although my heart fully loving you But there's a problem! that's y now...? not so really???
A LOT actually!
& that's y I shall say it is complicated.
No one will understand how my feeling was! Except Jesus & my mom! No one else could!!

{Another Topic here}
In my heart you're still there... Yes I'm telling yoU, & yes I'm saying you...
I always wonder will you read my blog? If you're reading my blog..Do you know that I was talking bout you actually? I can feel it... Or maybe sometimes it was I too sensitive?? But I really can see how unhappy you are.. sometimes you even one word also not willing to say to me...? Is it I do anything wrong?
Hey~ I care about you! I admit it, I was care about you so much! Sometimes when I saw yoU unhappy, my feeling just automatically unhappy too... Hey~ smile please~ =) I like to see you smile, you know? When you're smile-ing, or even though laughing..you're just so handsome enough at that moment..
& sometimes I was thinking..... ... .. .. Is it my relationship makes u sad?? I was curious about it!! because in a friendship caring also not consider is to over right?
Sometimes I really wish to hear it from your own words, that's telling me..is that have same feeling? Or is me too over?
When I know you willing to come back, I'd really happy you know?? Don't! Don't be scared! I'm not that meaning kay~ Just happy to see you agn..
I never thought that I'll write you more than me and him's relationship... ..
Friend!=) Or you're just treating me as your friend, or. . . . I just over thinking ???

Nowadays already 2012 right? But Y? I've been through something it just like 1960 or 1950's happen??
All my life have been good BUT now WHAT~~~ I'm thinking What The HeLL~ xD Although sometimes really like living in hell but I still trusted God! He's been watching me over! I know! When He let me fell down, but He is also catched me through it all!
Sometimes I really dont understand... Y?  But I know  someday I will know WHY I've been there before.? ...

Is that I happy recently? Not so.. =)