Hoping 2012 will be a better year♥

Hoping 2012 will be a better year, this is what I want~!
Although in this year{2011} I've tried to work... but end up I've fAILED all the job..
I think I'll be BOSS someday~~~ Hmmm~ ^-* Cause I HATE 打工仔, I always thinking Y I work so hard for u?! & What I've earn ALL the money also not MINE??? This is UNFAIR.. Sorry if I my word offend u jor~ xD

All I wanna says is This is mE, not means u also like that~ Evryone also different~ ^-^


& this year I've been thru a lot problems!! Of course I've been thru a lots of happened as well!
 In this year suddenlly many guys were pursue me...*shy shy* ahaaaa...
But I will treat these as... hmmm... I dont knw what to say..><
Cause all of these I believes that God were taught me a lot of lessons~..
& I also trusted on myself I can go thru~ ^-^ Cause Jesus He's never leave me ALONE!! & I gone thru already!

虽然经历了许多, 可是我觉得我的生命更加的值~!
这样的人生很~..... AMAZING~!!! XD ahahahaaaa. . . . .
虽然我经历的不是你们可以想象到的, 一字一句都无法说完.. 更何况你们也不一定会明白我所发生的一切, 所经历的一切..
但我最骄傲的是! 我妈咪比我还要了解这些process~ 真的除了上帝以外就是她了
而且她很够力, 因为每次这些大场面都是她挺身而出地帮我解决, 我担忧, 教导我, 许多都因为她在我身边...

在这段日子里, 我承受的压力不是你们表面能够看得出... 而且我相信我不是最惨那个!!*加油
我见识到 *人* 有多~~~~。。。。  所以! 我们的确是罪人!
再说人不是十全十美的
再说神是有恩典和慈爱
但! 神也是信实公义的! 不要浪费白白得来的机会和救恩

还有.... 我真的不懂怎么形容他们...
不过我还是一样会尊重他们, 你们是长辈你们要这样做一定有你的理由!
可是! 有很多事不是单看表面! 凡事都有两面, 为什么你们就不看清楚那一面呢?
为什么你们要这样做? 我是真的用心对你们, 虽然我们没见过面可是...
尽管你们多不喜欢我, 可以直接说... 不要再做这么多小动作...
如果我是那孩子, 知道最信任的亲人用这种手段还说出不属实的话... 我真的伤透了心...

故事纯粹类是
或有相同

我很珍惜这段感情, 不只是以前 现在还是... 无论怎样 这段友谊我是会设法地去保留和保护.!

& that's why I won't post a lot that what target what thgs what else that I'll gonna reach it. I just hoping 2012 will be a better year~
Although every time I knew what I've done also is a wrong decision, but I'm not going to give this up.

& Tomorrow I'll turn to 18yrs old = =
yES I knw! I'm aging !!! ><

I Love the memories~~

 Even I've watched TWICE, But It's not ENOUGH for me~xD

 妈咪♥

see U next year~xD

♥你还是要幸福♥

不确定就别亲吻 感情很容易毁了一个人
一个人若不够狠 爱淡了不离不弃多残忍
你留下来的垃圾 我一天一天总会丢完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福 你千万不要再招惹别人哭所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福 我才能确定我还得很清楚确定自己再也不会占据 你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束
还我钥匙的备份 我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福 你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福 我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据 你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束

你还是要幸福 你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你如果很幸福 半夜的简讯我就无需回覆
因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处 我也 能有 最纯粹的孤独
最孤独 的孤独




我承认我对你撒过无数的娇, 发过无数的脾气, 对你大耍任性....
可是我从不曾对你说谎~
因为我从来未想过, 为什么这样残忍去伤害这段感情~!
我很珍惜,我很努力,我以为..... ...
                                                   以为............................. ....................
我们能够一起维持与经营这段'值得'的感情....
我还曾经以为..... 以为我们会有将来....

我还以为..... 再以为....~!!! ><
你是和他们不同.....

一切都是我自己

以为

The End

"Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile."


LOL~!!!!
 Do you know??
I  retyped my blog ==!

写些不要再关于他的事!
如果有关注my blog的fren，都知道我换了全新的blog~
旧的不去, 新的不来!
 面对更挑战的明天吧~

You are MY PRECIOUS♥♥♥♥

害羞的喃喃细语
浸透在耳边
满满的积累着我们的故事
互相望着对方走下去
那些傻傻又美好的模样

漫步走过低矮的巷子小路
如同缝隙中照射下的一缕阳光
什么都无法预知
曾为我种下小小梦想的你

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
曾经那些痛苦的回忆
没有痕迹
消失的无影无踪

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
哪怕是一小步
也变得弥足珍贵
如此心动

心情很好
却要擦身而过
不舍你的眼神 想要把它捧在手心
曾经不懂事却很纯真的日子
从我心底里传来

曾经那些分外恳切的愿望
已变成脑海中的回忆 叹口气徘徊
那时周围好像只剩下我一个
曾紧握住我的双手的你

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
曾经只变得不舍的心
曾经默默不语 抚摸着我的你

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
只要有你在我身边
什么都可以为你做的那份心动

my Presious(my Presious)比阳光更温暖
my Presious(my Presious)比宝石还灿烂
曾经只变得不舍的心
曾经默默不语 抚摸着我的你

my Presious(my Presious)比天空更清澈
my Presious(my Presious)比琉璃还透明
只要有你在我身边
什么都可以为你做的那份心动

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

When you're gone {3}

在今天，的深夜里.....
我真的能再次能睡着吗?? 我不确定....
但我能确定，每当你离开我的日子里我肯定超过3点以后才能入眠....
因为那时候的我，已经累得不能再看我们的照片了... 也足以使我的脑袋累得不能再想念你....

听着 Just the way you are.. Boyce Avenue版的...
我能深深地感受到歌词里的意思，因为你时常都告诉我...
你有多爱护我，你从来都不会要我做任何改变，因为你只会无条件地包容我...
还告诉我你会撑着，为我撑我的坏脾气，为我撑我的压力...

其实你真的做得到!! 我并没告诉你，我不想再和你在半夜谈个不停，我不会忍心看着有多爱护我，完全奋不顾身的保护我的人.... 受伤呢?? 可是我每次都让你受更大的伤....
因为我只会无情冷意地拒绝你，推你于千里... 因为我很无助...我不知道能为你做什么，我只会弄到你哭，每次更令你更伤心难做，难受...

我收到那两封的sms 我感动的落泪，那对你的爱完全涌出来，从最心底.... 很深很深
我知道自己，不能没有了你...  你竟然有这么大的威力?? 远方的你竟然把你的温暖传到我的心来... 我知道没人能比得上我现在拥有的幸福...

当我想放弃自己，很想放弃时，你又再次的很温柔地，很安静的，很窝心的，再次扶我起来...
不断地陪伴着我，你真的做得到哦!! ^-*

对不起，我一次又一次的拒绝你... 可是你的不离不弃.... 使我无法抗拒

你的尊重，我得到了全部... 我不是不知道的.. 你对我所做的全部...

我爱你

我们的想法，做的，要的完全都一样
因为每次我不单只想说谢谢
因为还有

我爱你

6/10/2011 Wednesday Midnight 2:02

When you're gone {2}

原来是骗不了自己，我的确很想你，是非常... 我以为告诉你我不会哭，等到很累

我就能解脱，是！我承认有时真的在想何必呢? 但我还是无法控制自己...

对不起我骗了你，我还是一样老样子地想念你，看着我们的照片越看你感觉

就越幸福.......

我会告诉你我们还没结婚那其实并不是我不喜欢你叫我老婆而是在提醒我自己应该理智点，

不想把这份幸福这么快就拥有而会很快又失去!!! 我真的不想这样!

因为我知道自己接下来的日子我会更痛苦，因为无法在你身边而更思念你，你的一切切!

家里竟然不习惯了，突然的很安静.. 很安静.... 没有你的令人哭笑不得的声音，你的一举一动...

每当你在叫我老婆时，你懂我的心从来没有过的甜吗？真的甜在心里!可是很担心这种快乐很快会离我而去.....

在你要走的那天在Jusco 的露台，你都一直问我，为什么不和你讲话都不看你，其实当时你不懂，我也不会在那时让你知道我的心又多痛!! 我的心在趟血，在那时我多么的难受！

我不想讲话是因为我忍得很辛苦地把那句话不告诉你，不让你知道我有多么的不舍得你，

还有我知道若我开口我会求你求得很厉害地叫你请你别离开我，好吗?

但我并不想这样做，我不敢看你是因为我害怕我会不舍得，而且我不敢贪心的多望你一眼

因为贪心只会弄得我更加受苦，是自己拿来的苦

因为再望你我会紧抱你不再让你走.....

不断努力地告诉自己一直拼命地提醒自己，千万别在你面前露出任何不舍的样子，

别哭出来先一定要挨到你平安回到时，很幸运的你终于上了车，看见车子越走越远时就已很清楚，你还是回了，在的士里回家路上眼泪好像喉头坏了自由地往下流个不停，回到家只能冲进房里坐在地上身子趴在床边的痛哭了起来，哭得很痛，痛得再大哭

因为我是自私的，我只想和你在一起，我更知道不可能，因为就算你在KL我们就一定可以天天粘在一起吗?这是完全不可能，所以在这段时间里我会更加学习珍惜，

因为就算再怎么近可是心不在你那里，都是白费的，可是我懂你，信你，所以再怎么远两个人的心依然在一起

不喜欢咖啡的我竟然爱上了你爱喝的咖啡香，我喝咖啡为了保留你的气味在叫你平时叫得食物吃，只不过，想好让我更能感觉到你在我的身边

老公

老婆真的很想你，还是不听话的眼泪它.... 偷溜了出来

还有，我当然等你，除了你还有谁再值得我去等

5/10/2011 Tuesday Midnight  2:50

When you're gone {1}

在深夜里，不敢打扰你... 只好在这里告诉你我想你，很想你，超想你....听着When you're gone...看着照片里的你，我什么都做不到...心里打架，告诉自己一切都很正常，我明白...可是心，脑子里都是你，不怕辛苦不怕累地想念你...喝水时想起你，吩咐我记得喝多点要温的，路过咖啡店或去喝喝茶的地方总是嗅到咖啡味好像你在似的....可是每次回头...那只不过是我太想你的画面罢了...

告诉自己不许哭，不必哭，可是看着看着照片中的我们，眼角冰冰的泪珠竟然滑落了...鼻子突然酸了起来又是哭了出来....... 我很无助，无奈，无力...... 我没办法留在你身边，更没办法把你留在身边...

总是矛盾地接你电话，怕听到你的声音因为害怕挂电话的那刻....不舍得，很不舍得...想起泪也都同来，很对不起...总是爱对你耍脾气! 无理由地...可是你都不气我反而更紧张我，我的心更痛!!!!!!! 当我写这 '痛' 时真的痛得无法形容.....因为明知你没错是自己想你，只想你更加的注意我可以快点回来，无聊的我竟然还是要做，明知你就不会.... 还是每次都同样的对你发无理的气....... 我竟然会这样做?? 可是每次过后都很后悔，因为自相矛盾地怕你对我的爱因此减少! 害怕失去你，没了你我怎么办? 我不知不觉中，深深的爱上了你被你紧紧地吸引着,

我爱你

伟盛..........

总是念念不忘的记得你那语气语调的叫我                 老婆

29/9/2011 Wednesday Midnight 12:47

Yesterday was a Fairytale♥

♥~Muacksss~♥


Yesterday was a Fairytaleeee♥
You were the prince
 I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you meet at eight
Yesterday was a Fairytale

Yesterday was a Fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey shirt
You told me I was pretty when I'm looked like a mess
Yesterday was Fairytale~
Time were passing FAST, whenever you're around

But Can you feel this magic in the air?
It Must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in Love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Yesterday was a Fairytale

Yesterday was a Fairytale
You've got a smile That takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Yesterday was a Fairytale

All that I can say is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Yesterday was a Fairytale

Time were passing FAST whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down
Hiak Hiak~ Miss you badly narrr^-^♥

Wish You were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong
BuT with you..It's not like that at all
There's a GirL who gives a SHIT
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You always there You everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it
Just went with it
You always there You everywhere
But right NOW I wish you here

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd to do have you here here HERE
I wish you were  here
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd to do have you near near NEAR
I wish you were HERE

I Love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it this
And the truth is that I really miss

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You always there You everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it
Just went with it
You always there You everywhere
But right NOW I wish you here

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd to do have you here here HERE
I wish you were  here
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd to do have you near near NEAR
I wish you were HERE

NO, I don't wanna let go
Ijust wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
NO, I don't wanna let go
Ijust wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd to do have you here here HERE
I wish you were  here
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd to do have you near near NEAR
I wish you were HERE

What am I doing??!

How SILLY I am??XDD
hahahahahahahahahahaha

STRESS, CAN'T SLEEP WELL, CAN'T EAT WELL.!!!
Even vrery very verY hungry aso can't eat!! Y~?? Nervous MAN~!!!! XD LOLLLLLL!!!!!!
StupiD mE r~~xC xD

hahahaha.. Even the meeting was over.. I sTiLL~ can't eat =.=.. NoT I don't want to eat!! Is 'chi bu xia' laRR~~ hahaha..
But now ok dy=)

What can I do?
No..~!
 Nothing~!
Just don't want~
cz.....!

I really don't want to be back like LAST TIME!!!!
I scared!! I really SCARED!!
It really really REALLY NIGHTMARES to mE!!!~~ >~< XC
NO NO~! I don't want to be back!! & ofcz I don't want to look BACK!!

GambateH lar~!! =D

I'm looking forward..=)

Remember WHEN♥

Remember when I cried
To yoU a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For US to say GoodBye~
What a Big surprise?!

BUT I'm not lost, I'm not gone, I haven't forgot


These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings Are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer

It's getting HARD to pretend

AnD I'm not coming back around Again
Remember WHEN . . . ...



I'll remember WHEN
It was together 'till the EnD
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
PLease say there's NO regret
And say you won't forget

BUT I'm not lost, I'm not gone, I haven't forgot


These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings Are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer

It's getting HARD to pretend

AnD I'm not coming back around Again
Remember WHEN . . . ...

That was then
Now It's the End
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend
Remember WHen ...


These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings Are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer

It's getting HARD to pretend

AnD I'm not coming back around Again♥

All This talking to yoU♥

All this talking to yoU♥

I don't know WHaT I'm to dO~

I don't know WHeRe yoU sTanD~!

WHAT's inside of youR HeaD?!

All this thinking of yoU♥

Is that what you're doinG toO??

You're aLways On my minD...

I talk abouT yoU aLL of the TimE~...!

Don't WastE anotheR DaY~!

Don't wastE another MinutE~!

I CAN'T waiT to seE youR facE....!

Just to show yoU how muCH I'm In IT~

So~.. OpeN Up youR HeaRT~~

HELP me understanD~

PLease tell me whO you ARE..

So I can shoW yoU whO I am=)

You're just sTanding By...

You're just wasting timE...!

WhY don't yoU just teLL mE the TRuth?~

ABoUT mE & yoU♥

And as the time goes by..

I hOPe yoU reAlizE~!

If yoU aSk mE to.. .

I just migHt Be with yoU♥

So~! Don't waste another DaY~!

Don't waste another MinuTE~!

I CAN'T waiT to seE youR facE....!

Just to show yoU how muCH I'm In IT~

So~.. OpeN Up youR HeaRT~~

HELP me understanD~

PLease tell me whO you ARE..

So I can shoW yoU whO I am=)

STOP~! Standing There.. STand there

STOP~! AcTing like yoU DoN'T caRE

STOP~! BeinG scared.. BeinG scared

STOP~! AcTing like yoU DoN'T caREeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~

So~! Don't waste another DaY~!

Don't waste another MinuTE~!

I CAN'T waiT to seE youR facE....!

Just to show yoU how muCH I'm In IT~

So~.. OpeN Up youR HeaRT~~

HELP me understanD~

PLease tell me whO you ARE..

So I can shoW yoU whO I am=)

whO I am

WhO I aMmm

WHO I AM

不舍得...

Why I would have this feelings?? *sight~     I really don't know whY?!!

Why when you're leaving, I will would have this kind of feelings~  I've never felt this way before!!

I will suppress the emotional! No worries~
You no need afriad........... 

{a ShorT post}

IsHHH~~~!!!! Why???

Ish~! I hate to see your photo~!
Ish~! I hate to see your face~!
Ish~! I hate to hear your voice~!
Ish~! I hate to get closer with you~!
Ish~! I hate to face to face with you~!
Ish~! I hate to have to suppress my own emotions~!
Ish~! I must be suppressed~!


I know I must be suppressed all of my emotions, my feelings, my conversation, my expression & etc etc*
& I had to control my sight! My sight just always looking at you. I had to pay attention to you.
Just don't know why!!!
Ain't you not good, that cause reason is you so good.

{The Reason whY}

♥I'm telling the truth~!♥

I like your SmiLe~
I like your ViBe~
I like your STyLe~

BUT That's noT why I LOVE yoU~!
AnD I, I like the WaY~ You searcH a STARrrr~~
BUT That's noT whY I LOVE yoU~!
Hey~

Do you Feel?~
Do you feel mE??
Do you feel WHAT I feel toO~?

Do yoU need?~
Do yoU neeD mE??
Do you nEED me....

You're SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFULLLL~~
BUT That's noT whY I LOVE yoU!
I'M noT SuRe yoU knOW, That THE reason I LOVE yoU~~
IS yoU!~   beING yoU!~                 JUST yoU!~

Yeaaaa~ The reaSoN I LOVE yoU~! Is all that we've been through, AnD that's whY I LOVE yoU♥

I like the way you misbeHave, when we get wasteD~ BUT that's noT whY I LOVE yoU~!
And HoW you keep Your CooL~, WHEN I aM complicateD..~!  (This is what I Appreciate, when I really need you at the moment.) BUT that's noT whY I LOVE yoU~!
Hey~

Do you Feel?~
Do you feel mE??
Do you feel WHAT I feel toO~?

Do yoU need?~
Do yoU neeD mE??
Do you nEED me....


You're SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFULLLL~~
BUT That's noT whY I LOVE yoU!
I'M noT SuRe yoU knOW, That THE reason I LOVE yoU~~
IS yoU!~   beING yoU!~                 JUST yoU!~

Yeaaaa~ The reaSoN I LOVE yoU~! Is all that we've been through, AnD that's whY I LOVE yoU♥

Even though WEEE didn't make it through, BuT I aM always here For yoU~!

Hahaha... I know you don't know I'm talking about yoU~!
I'm suRE~ xD
Although I know this is not love 1st , But I'm sure I like you..

That's Y I hate~!
just scare to can't controL. XDD

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♥April 6♥ My Birthday^-^\/

LOL~!!!


where got ppl like tat hor???~

hahaha..I just wanna remind all of my Beloved Friendsss♥  XD

hahaha... also reminding myself~ I'm getting closer with OLD..~ hahaha.. It's mature Baby~ ^-^\/


Its had been a long time I didn't upload my blog & FB toO=)


Telling the turth~~~ I'm quite busy MAN^-^\/ BUT Thanks GoD for everything=D
I'll go through those all thingsss~!! Just OVERCOME♥

LOL~!
It's a MOST funniest thing happened here..
Unexpectedly~ I'll do this such thing... @~@
I curi curi go and find you and see yoU~!!? WHAT!!!
YES~! I done it. XP
{but you don't knw the reason why, cause you just knew that I only saw you, even I walk twice of the opposite from you}

I miss you so much =)  [I just admit it]   
 such a loooooong time we didn't chat we didn't see.!!!~ but I still can remember your voice,because I like your voice, ofcourse I miss it MUCH toO~ xD & such a loong time didn't heard your voice toO~!
I just wish you would see my blog..
I just wish you won't forget my birthday again..
I'm not much for wish to receive any present from you, BuT I only hope to receive a wishes from you..Even a simple wishes.. Until now! I still never forget what you send to me .. The 1st time you send a birthday wishes to me.. hapi bday. big gal dy la. & ask me to be a clever girl to love and take care of my family..*smthg like tat~* {at tat time I really can't understand what you saying cause your short-form really GENG~ LOL & my english not such that good.=) BUT I'm SURE I'm really really felt surprise & shock & excited & warm to receive the birthday wishes FROM you } 


Although now really haven't reach my birthday yet~ and also don't knw what will happened yet~
But I just wish my friendss won't 4get my birthday.. a Happy Birthday wishes~
I don't seek a gift, I just want to have your heart♥

especially you~
this year I won't wish to have what ,or want what..
or see you. or you'll be there 4 me... or even will come and have a celebratetion with me..   BUT
I just wish to have your msg wil b the one who on my phone screen appearance.

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原来!!

原来~!!! XD
原来会有人来看我的blog^-^\/
当然很兴奋很高兴很欢迎!!
虽然我不知道是谁=)
但很谢谢你们的支持=D
也请你继续地支持我~ 谢谢!!
给更多的评论.=D
谢谢!!


Originally~!!!XD
Someone will come to my blog and have a view^-^\/Very happy, very excited and ofcourse~ welcome!!!
Although I don't who is that=)
But really Thankyou for your support=D
Please also continue to support me ~ Thankyou!!Give more comment ya.=D
Thankyou!!

完成了~

完成了~ 哈哈.. 刚刚完成了不少的任务=)

也刚完成不久的{下一站,幸福}... 真的好感动~好感动~...! 很欣赏演员们的演技=D
很棒!!
虽然 现在才看完.. 都已久的戏..可是它的含义,让我明白更多... 虽然它只不过是一部偶像剧.

它其实让我回想了很多的事情... 但是,我的过去并没有这么幸运~

更不可能可以和戏剧来作比较.. 确定没那么幸福,没那么幸运和快乐...

可是这已都成为过去... 不必再想这么多..

但接下来的事情真的满心感恩~! 感谢上帝给我的机会!! 给我的肯定~!! =D
虽然如此~ 但上帝祂很眷顾我~! 我的一切切~... 所以现在和以后的未来才是最重要的事情! 也先做好我自己! 这也才是我的本份! =) 我不该再想这么多...

我在说什么??  我想念的'他'.. 
我觉得很像~
蛮多事情的...
我之前都说过的啊... 我们真的有这么的像吗??...
我比你们更怀疑... 可是每当我在看戏的时候,都禁不起地想起你..
你们一定在想我是这么的不成熟..=D

ahaa...! 我不在乎~
因为我知道喜欢一个人或欣赏是没罪的...对吧?
别告诉我你没暗恋过人喔~ =D


ahaa... Have a Nice Day!!

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2007

 2008 cameron

                                                                             
                                                                             2007

                                                               
                                                                 2007 or 2008?? LOL

                                                             mE, Lai yiang, Janell, Cool zhi

                                                                        camp 2007

                            my 好知己~ & always call me C.Lover..LOL & he is my muffin brother toO^-^

                                                             Wei Sheng & Miao Ting^-^

                                                                           Joseph=)

                                                              The Miao Lilian

                                                            I'm winter She is Summer..~ LOL

                                                       A daughter's mom already=) My BFF

                                                                     { Aunty Yayi }

                                               Dear Friend Yee En=) The MOST slim & taLL(Leng luiiii XD)

                                              Dai gar jie~ Now is dai sou jor^^

                                                           Silly & Good friend Ning Ting

                                                                The Leng Lui Lai yiang~ =)

                                                         My CUTEst 2nd @ gar jie xD

                                                                Fong Fong mei nv=)

                                                                         Mei Li Fen~ LOL xD

                                                           Cutie CooL Zhi XD

                                                               The ECA Leng Lui~

                                                                           WoW~

                                                                    We are S.K.L The BFF

                                                                           LOL♥

                                                                2 gor~

                                                                  2 gor~ AGAIN xD !!!

                                                       Glen..=)

The Last SUIII Yan（衰人)~..

I miss & I ♥

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to be continued..............

Transform, Transforming, Transformation

I think~ The coming on next day I will start to write much less blog. I was BuSy Life began~.!! x) Now, I lOve the current blog so MUCH..!!! =D  Quite appreciate by my own Design ;) lOl~~!! xD Cause I've spent a lot of time & thought to make it.~! I am very careFUL to go to completion.
& Then also, you will always see a Different mE~... Why?~ Because NoW I was during the time for grew uP^-^\/   I will becOme mOre anD moRe maTure. Haa..haaa...xP~ I'm SuRe yoU will see the Difference & the image of me.~!! lOl!! xD  & NOw I'm going to completely changed my ImaGe ...!! Either InternaL or ExternaL changes aLso MUST be 100%~ ~ ~!! ^-^\/

However~, people ARE nOt complete! I would have a WeaK momenT~! I would have the time that's doing wrong~! Although I can not be 100% , buT I will trY my BeST to be 120% oR 150% perfect!! (even I'm NOT) Because my GoD is COMPLETE!! An ALmighty GoD♥
And in this whole week, can say that I really ReaLLy Experience a loT~!! Only to find a deeper level of my Immaturity, buT also really understand a lot of things & More clear toO.! Understand its causes.!
Thanks GoD for soooooo CarinG me♥~!!!
Thanks GoD for watching OVER me♥
& Everythingsssss♥

Recently~

Recently, I've lots happens~!!  [ =)   >~<   T~T  ^-^ ] 喜怒哀乐(都有)
BUt Thanks GoD toO~!!

SAD~ Happy~ Then ...   UnHappy agaiN.... T~T
HOW COME??!
Really challeng-ING mE~!!! LOL..
CoMplicateD~! Worried~! Troubled~!
Still can lOl??!
MUST Optimistic what?~ =)
^-^\/

Have MOrE photosssss~... but no time to upload...=)
4giv~ 4giv~ ^-^
cz BUSY marH~...
seriously...

OyeaH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

=D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

WHAT so HAPPY?


FINALLY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I've CHANGED my NAME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD


~♥{Koyan Go}♥~

Please caLL me Koyan~! ;) If you are my friend or knw me. Okay?~ Thankyou the muchi muchi~!! ;)




~♥{Koyan Go}♥~
I've Love this NAME sooooo MUCH~  Haa..xD Y~? Because I'm created by myself & with my mommy 兔gether~! =D
Haa~ That's y(^-^)\/

Where'd you go? I miss you sooooo....

♥Where'd you go? I miss you so~ Seems like it's been forever..That you've been gone~ Please come back home~♥

This few weeks or days...I've been missing this song sooo mUCH~... Really can't realized the reason...
Really don't know why~...
Got 1 thg more SCary~~~...


*I think~ I've fell in love with you.......... ~     ????
WHAT??!
Really can't imagineT~T.... wuu..wuuu...    Y~?!


& That's why~ ...maybe  I can know the reason why I'll keep repeat & repeat the song~....
♥Where'd you go? I miss you SO~!♥
*Even I knw where you are...~ I'll still keep.......missing......~
Mybe I'm WRONG~!!
*Because I'll admit!! I just 1++ years old...
In this 7years...I'll wait for both of us to grow up fisrt~!!! =D
Cause I know me & you^-^\/

I'm doin fine, & I plan to keep it that way~♥

stand bhind you...
waiting for you...
not for disturbing you...
won't be bothering you...
always be the prayer for you~
May GoD bless you & your Family abundantly~
From my truth heart♥

About mE & yoU, ALL CNY~ ^-^\/

哈哈... 不晓得耶~ 就是想写你先..
第一..~ 想念你咯~! =_=" XDD 哈...
我肥的不像样了咯~! 哈...
那两天都见到你.. 第一天的时候, 那两个女生的眼神,眼睛~~ =.="""
Haizzz..我知道你又帅又'lak'(聪明).. 那时我才懂原来不只是我会用那种眼神去迷恋...=.="
所以我就不再敢...不会再~
可是第二天,...我拼命地逃...避一下... 就是不懂为什么..你就是一直都在我附近~!! 怎么你都是在..有一刻我就是要隔开一点,你就靠一点...
哎~ 我没想多.. 我只是好笑!!! XD 事情就是酱~ 越不要就越会来...~ =)
真是开玩笑~ ^-^\/...

还有更多还没UPDATED..
迟迟迟点再算^^ 因为我将会少之又少地出现~
希望你会想念我^-^\/
想我哦~!! XDD XD
(其实对着你,我真的自卑又自卑...不敢和你靠得再近..一点..)

是的~请不必惊奇或疑问,我的确是肥得像兔子的肚子一样 '圆' ♥

我也不想再去理会它.=)

我也不再想我的衣服.=)

我也不在顾我的形象.=)

我也没停止过享受'食'.=)

我也不会不顾美食物.=)

我也不会辜负团圆饭.=)

我知道衣服是摆一边.=)

我知道衣服被抛弃了.=)

我更知道失去了节制.=)

我现在只是拼命的'食'.=)

对不起,我想念的人...

你消瘦的身材..

我又再次地毁掉~

我辜负了...

因为,

原本..

我以为...

我可以做得到!   和你一样的瘦..

享瘦人生!~

 

可是,

没了~

是的~当你看到我的时候!

请不必再惊奇或疑问,我的确是肥得像兔子的肚子一样 ♥圆♥ 了..

To: The person one who I've miss♥

♥ 

 哈哈..显丑了又~... ^-^"