If This Was A Movie♥

Last night heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stair
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you not there

I was playing back a thousand memories baby thinkin bout everthing we been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


I know people change and these things happen,
but I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in you arms,
and our friends are laughing
cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now I'm pacing down the hall,
chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose


Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you out there
If your somewhere
If your moving on
I've been waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
and I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I'd say
Come back, come back, come back to me like
you would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight before I left you out
But I'd take it all back now!

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


You'd be here by now
Is that the kinda ending you wanna see now?
Baby what about the ending?
Oh I thought you'd be here by now

2012 started

1 January 2012 we both get restarted agn... But end up... failed... I think...
1st month of 2012 already alot happened to me~!! Arghhhh GOD~!
But I'm still trying to get over it!
So~ My relationship.. it's.. COMPLICATED
Complicated not means that my relation so OPEN
Depends lar~  But MINE? O.O        NO!
Although my heart fully loving you But there's a problem! that's y now...? not so really???
A LOT actually!
& that's y I shall say it is complicated.
No one will understand how my feeling was! Except Jesus & my mom! No one else could!!

{Another Topic here}
In my heart you're still there... Yes I'm telling yoU, & yes I'm saying you...
I always wonder will you read my blog? If you're reading my blog..Do you know that I was talking bout you actually? I can feel it... Or maybe sometimes it was I too sensitive?? But I really can see how unhappy you are.. sometimes you even one word also not willing to say to me...? Is it I do anything wrong?
Hey~ I care about you! I admit it, I was care about you so much! Sometimes when I saw yoU unhappy, my feeling just automatically unhappy too... Hey~ smile please~ =) I like to see you smile, you know? When you're smile-ing, or even though laughing..you're just so handsome enough at that moment..
& sometimes I was thinking..... ... .. .. Is it my relationship makes u sad?? I was curious about it!! because in a friendship caring also not consider is to over right?
Sometimes I really wish to hear it from your own words, that's telling me..is that have same feeling? Or is me too over?
When I know you willing to come back, I'd really happy you know?? Don't! Don't be scared! I'm not that meaning kay~ Just happy to see you agn..
I never thought that I'll write you more than me and him's relationship... ..
Friend!=) Or you're just treating me as your friend, or. . . . I just over thinking ???

Nowadays already 2012 right? But Y? I've been through something it just like 1960 or 1950's happen??
All my life have been good BUT now WHAT~~~ I'm thinking What The HeLL~ xD Although sometimes really like living in hell but I still trusted God! He's been watching me over! I know! When He let me fell down, but He is also catched me through it all!
Sometimes I really dont understand... Y?  But I know  someday I will know WHY I've been there before.? ...

Is that I happy recently? Not so.. =)