19.11.08 - 10..me & you

Our Favorite's song... [I only know that]...



I've  told our story many times already actually.. But now I'm still talking about it~ Why did I become like this???..! Yea..~ I admit it..! I've been missing you a little bit..(afraid that..to admit the [more/ a lots/ vry much]) But i'll find a better way..To solve!  I want to get rid of it~!! I don't want to be the same~ same as like last time..! GET OVER IT~!!
but my mind... the memories.. all the memories... Keep flasHing back...  there was me & you.. only me & you.. me & you...
Back to November
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
you've been good, busier than ever
we don't have anymore talks
your guard is up & I know why
Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
[Because the last time I saw you is still burned in the back of my mind]
saying I'm sorry for that night [19.11.08]
And I go back to November all the time
wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine..[sometimes NOT mine at all]
I'd go back to November, turn around and make it alright..[if I get back the chance & can choose again : I won't start this relationship] cause 我没后悔过去爱,但我后悔去开始..
stayin'up.. playin'back.. myself leaving
when you birthday passed I didn't call~
And I think about last time all the beautiful times.. I watched you laughing from the side of me & realized I loved you in the fall... And then the cold came back, the dark days when fear crept into my mind..
I gave you all Love and all you gave me was GoodBye..
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you..
[19.11.08] I'd go back to November, turn around and change my own mind...
To STOP myself~! [If  I didn't start, all the hurt & harm won't upon YOU] I don't want to...

Cause I don't want to hurt YOU anymore!

Back to November = Taylor Swift - Back to December