Last Night.. The sadness.. The coldness Night..

Last night...  Hah....   yeap~.. can't says that was to be abandoned..

cz it's said by myself, that I want to leave first..

cannot Blame on others..

BuT, 7 ppl in one Car..~ How?

Later give block..How? or How abt the saman??

ok~ you won't afraid of.. BuT I WiLL..~

FACTS: nowadays all the police are no longer ago..!

If  they ask us to came down the car..? what they do the next??! no one knws~!(all of us still just a teenager. We can't do anythg, did you think that before?) 

MOST Important that was you.. I don't want to make you incur any problems, any happens..

you just get a driver's license only..

I knw there might be problems, If it is blocked?!..

Haizz...

you never experienced something before, that's why you won't treat that's a serious thing..

& that's why too... I leave..

& without left any explain... To you..
(umm...& I think..when I'm leavin you that moment.. you'll feelin happy right?..haa..cz annoyin ppl gone..)

& I decided to many things..

Let's less to talk.. I think this should be the good way for us or for you was the best choice too.. Oppsss~ SoRRY~~  It's better than for my own good..

& except blog, plurk I'll continued to play.. the others..I'll less ON..~

& The Last thing: I knw I scared you, last night.. haa.. I think yesterday already enough scared for you.. In Fact, still got others will be going for the movie too.. actually you no need soooo afraid of.. Hah~.. yeap.. I also knw I'm the 1 who non of your type.. [Cz.. (ME) NoT enough pretty, NoT enough clever, NoT enough slim, & NOT enough the all that you want too..] I'm sayin sorry to you here.. These time, I had bother you a lot..

BUT, explain too.. I really doesn't mean that.. &Yes!! Last blog I've said before..我怕我会把你吓跑了,..Hah~ 现在我成功地把你吓跑了.. at least.. you run..=) RUN Babe RUN, Don't ever look back.~!

mayb, today is my last day ON fb..=) mayb~...mayb~...

& I'm telling you here..~ Hate Misunderstanding, Hate Lies, Hate False, Hate to be Rejected, Hate to Brag..

STOP keep misUNDERSTANDing me

Thanks

为什么?

为什么??
为什么你会伤心? 你到底为什么而伤心呢??
是你喜欢的对象和你有过节吗,还是和你的朋友们,还是和你的家人,还是和你自己的私人事情有关??
我竟然很想,很想知道... 为什么..

还是..还是........ 是和我有关的...? 伤心因为是知道了我这样?或我这样地..而是..烦到你...??!



为什么我这样地不争气!!? 竟然去关注你的事!?
有时我真的很生气自己..很讨厌自己..
是真的很!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



但,我相信我很快就可以放得开!! =D =D =D

到现在...

到了现在.. 我还是未能完全做得到..

但!我会很努力很尽量地去...解掉...  对你的一切..

到了现在.. 你买的... 我..
我还是还没把它吃掉...
可能真的是我不舍得吧....?~
[因为我还是觉得,想和你一起把它吃掉..毕竟...一开始就是我们的打算..可是事实就是没机会..]

这几天都连续地见面.. 可是我觉得今天是我最成功的一天!!~ 因为我没有很明显或一直都要粘着你..[虽然在妈妈的面前失败了(因为一直提着你的名字)也因为我靠着上头来的和加自己的耐力去顶着一切的奢望]

看到了你和他们..有点羡慕他们..[因为很有说有笑的不是和我.]
但,不懂为什么很莫名其妙地会自然地开心起来..当你会提起TRON的时候...
[可是我更知道,有得和你一起看的更不会是我]
我会硬着头皮地去面对现实~! =)

Done

Ok~
All the things are Done & All the things are Finished..
Ok~
I'll  STOP thinking about you..
Ok~
I won't let myself to keep missing you..[as I can]..~

我尽量地去控制着自己...
对你的一切..

因为一切都完了..~!
我不会再给我自己继续地自作多情...!!

高恩琪醒醒吧~! 成熟点吧~!
请别再胡思乱想了~!!

Bye Bye...

并不是我想象的那样..

原来并不是我自己所想象的那样...

是..
我不可否认  ..对你没有好感..
但!我想..也只是是好感罢了...

不是我自己认为的那样...吧?~


现在我被我自己搞的好confused很complicated...

不知怎么办才好?~
更不懂怎么去面对你...

Umm..~ 自然就对了.. 就当没事..^-^

Friend

要选择自己爱的人,而对方又同时爱你是件很不容易的事...

[对我来说真的好难哦]

是,... 我只会'敢'当你是我普普通通的朋友...

我好像感觉得到的事..是.....

可是,

很多时候,更加感觉到你在避开我...

也许是吧~!

很多时候,可能..可能..真的真的是我自己太多心了...!

我真的不想!! 更不敢表露出来..

但~!

好像,很多人的视线都注目我了...

我更不好意思的是好像被他妈妈发现到..

因为当我的眼目...正在注视着他时....被他妈妈看见了!!!~~ (@~@)

羞羞了啦....~~~~~~~~~!!!  XD

真的不好意思nEH~~

虽然如此....

但,...真的!!

我不会....

就算~!(有时控制不到那个眼睛或行为或态度)

但,...真的!!

不会更明显...

我不想!!

去破坏..

我们之间的   友谊 ~!

我不想!真的不想没有了朋友(尤其是你),[等下连朋友都没得做T~T]

我更不想把你吓跑了!!!

所以,这几次我都没posted在网上说我已经updated了... 免得更多人知道..

这样你也更加不会懂我的心意..=P~

但!

我好像感觉到你有了女朋友....

可能我多心..我多疑..

但! 若不是有女朋友就是有了心仪的对象..

或..你当我真的多疑了吧.... =D

NoT a Dream~!!

Taday was a Fairy Tales?? Hahaaa.. something which is like tat..xD cz Today wasn't a DREAM~!!! How excited I am MAN??!~
& Did you knw?? & Did you can be imagine this?? Both of us was keep thinking of the same thingsss~~ & almost all the SAME?? O GoSH~?? [many ways]^-* & when we having conversation tat time, we talk/chat was soooooooooo Naturally already..~ ~!!! not lik last time.. 1 time better than 1 time tim^-^ improved a lot~ so good~ ^-^ for friendship also can what?? XD   enough for Happy Happy jor..~ =)
I'm really glad tat you really willing to share with me..about your thgs or anythgs else~ It is improved a loT?? hahaaa.. Better jor~^-^
How Come?? xP~
CooL~~~ MAN!!!!! XD XD XD
& I'm Loving it.. & SURE keep missing on tat time..tat we were together..
ALTHOUGH it was only few hours, bUT for me.. already enough to represented 一生一世....


I wondering... why both of us can done the same things, thinking of the same matters, wanted the same things, think of the same way...etc..etc..~ ^-^ 

I love the few hours..
I'll miss the few hours all the time..
I won't show you the way I want.. Or I L***...

Because, {You take me away from sadness, When we're together} or you just stay with me.. or just stayin bsid of me..already enough 4 me.. to stay happy whole day... few hours....few days...few weeks... few months... few years..

I willing to pray for you..with non-stop..
I saw you.. nervous.. until...
yes~ I'll worry about you.. That's why.. I'll always pray for you..
Press on Jesus ya~!! Let's go for Jesus~!! =D

& I really THankFUL to GoD~~~!! Today wasn't a DREaM~!! It's reaL~ =D xD