Friday, July 6, 2012

Holy Spirit - Redo Daeng Badji

I love You my Lord
Only You that I need
When I see Your face
My life has been changed
I’m longing for You
Longing for Your presence, Lord
To be closer to You
That is my heart’s desire

Chorus:
Holy Spirit, we love You Lord
Let me see You face to face
Holy Spirit, we love You Lord
Let me see You face to face

Monday, January 16, 2012

If This Was A Movie♥

Last night heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stair
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you not there

I was playing back a thousand memories baby thinkin bout everthing we been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


I know people change and these things happen,
but I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in you arms,
and our friends are laughing
cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now I'm pacing down the hall,
chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose


Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you out there
If your somewhere
If your moving on
I've been waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
and I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I'd say
Come back, come back, come back to me like
you would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight before I left you out
But I'd take it all back now!

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would you would
if this was a movie
stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me
like you could you could
if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


You'd be here by now
Is that the kinda ending you wanna see now?
Baby what about the ending?
Oh I thought you'd be here by now

Saturday, January 14, 2012

2012 started

1 January 2012 we both get restarted agn... But end up... failed... I think...
1st month of 2012 already alot happened to me~!! Arghhhh GOD~!
But I'm still trying to get over it!
So~ My relationship.. it's.. COMPLICATED
Complicated not means that my relation so OPEN
Depends lar~  But MINE? O.O        NO!
Although my heart fully loving you But there's a problem! that's y now...? not so really???
A LOT actually!
& that's y I shall say it is complicated.
No one will understand how my feeling was! Except Jesus & my mom! No one else could!!

{Another Topic here}
In my heart you're still there... Yes I'm telling yoU, & yes I'm saying you...
I always wonder will you read my blog? If you're reading my blog..Do you know that I was talking bout you actually? I can feel it... Or maybe sometimes it was I too sensitive?? But I really can see how unhappy you are.. sometimes you even one word also not willing to say to me...? Is it I do anything wrong?
Hey~ I care about you! I admit it, I was care about you so much! Sometimes when I saw yoU unhappy, my feeling just automatically unhappy too... Hey~ smile please~ =) I like to see you smile, you know? When you're smile-ing, or even though laughing..you're just so handsome enough at that moment..
& sometimes I was thinking..... ... .. .. Is it my relationship makes u sad?? I was curious about it!! because in a friendship caring also not consider is to over right?
Sometimes I really wish to hear it from your own words, that's telling me..is that have same feeling? Or is me too over?
When I know you willing to come back, I'd really happy you know?? Don't! Don't be scared! I'm not that meaning kay~ Just happy to see you agn..
I never thought that I'll write you more than me and him's relationship... ..
Friend!=) Or you're just treating me as your friend, or. . . . I just over thinking ???

Nowadays already 2012 right? But Y? I've been through something it just like 1960 or 1950's happen??
All my life have been good BUT now WHAT~~~ I'm thinking What The HeLL~ xD Although sometimes really like living in hell but I still trusted God! He's been watching me over! I know! When He let me fell down, but He is also catched me through it all!
Sometimes I really dont understand... Y?  But I know  someday I will know WHY I've been there before.? ...

Is that I happy recently? Not so.. =)

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Hoping 2012 will be a better year♥

Hoping 2012 will be a better year, this is what I want~!
Although in this year{2011} I've tried to work... but end up I've fAILED all the job..
I think I'll be BOSS someday~~~ Hmmm~ ^-* Cause I HATE 打工仔, I always thinking Y I work so hard for u?! & What I've earn ALL the money also not MINE??? This is UNFAIR.. Sorry if I my word offend u jor~ xD

All I wanna says is This is mE, not means u also like that~ Evryone also different~ ^-^


& this year I've been thru a lot problems!! Of course I've been thru a lots of happened as well!
 In this year suddenlly many guys were pursue me...*shy shy* ahaaaa...
But I will treat these as... hmmm... I dont knw what to say..><
Cause all of these I believes that God were taught me a lot of lessons~..
& I also trusted on myself I can go thru~ ^-^ Cause Jesus He's never leave me ALONE!! & I gone thru already!

虽然经历了许多, 可是我觉得我的生命更加的值~!
这样的人生很~..... AMAZING~!!! XD ahahahaaaa. . . . .
虽然我经历的不是你们可以想象到的, 一字一句都无法说完.. 更何况你们也不一定会明白我所发生的一切, 所经历的一切..
但我最骄傲的是! 我妈咪比我还要了解这些process~ 真的除了上帝以外就是她了
而且她很够力, 因为每次这些大场面都是她挺身而出地帮我解决, 我担忧, 教导我, 许多都因为她在我身边...

在这段日子里, 我承受的压力不是你们表面能够看得出... 而且我相信我不是最惨那个!!*加油
我见识到 *人* 有多~~~~。。。。  所以! 我们的确是罪人!
再说人不是十全十美的
再说神是有恩典和慈爱
但! 神也是信实公义的! 不要浪费白白得来的机会和救恩

还有.... 我真的不懂怎么形容他们...
不过我还是一样会尊重他们, 你们是长辈你们要这样做一定有你的理由!
可是! 有很多事不是单看表面! 凡事都有两面, 为什么你们就不看清楚那一面呢?
为什么你们要这样做? 我是真的用心对你们, 虽然我们没见过面可是...
尽管你们多不喜欢我, 可以直接说... 不要再做这么多小动作...
如果我是那孩子, 知道最信任的亲人用这种手段还说出不属实的话... 我真的伤透了心...

故事纯粹类是
或有相同

我很珍惜这段感情, 不只是以前 现在还是... 无论怎样 这段友谊我是会设法地去保留和保护.!

& that's why I won't post a lot that what target what thgs what else that I'll gonna reach it. I just hoping 2012 will be a better year~
Although every time I knew what I've done also is a wrong decision, but I'm not going to give this up.

& Tomorrow I'll turn to 18yrs old = =
yES I knw! I'm aging !!! ><

I Love the memories~~




 Even I've watched TWICE, But It's not ENOUGH for me~xD




 妈咪♥

















































see U next year~xD

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

♥你还是要幸福♥

确定就别亲吻 感情很容易了一个人
一个人若不够 爱淡了不离不弃多残忍
你留下来的垃圾 我一天一天总会丢完的
甚至真心真意的祝福 永恒在你的身上发生

你还是要幸福 你千万不要再招惹别人哭所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福 我才能确定我还得很清楚确定自己再也不会占据 你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束
还我钥匙的备份 我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福 你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福 我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据 你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束

你还是要幸福 你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你如果很幸福 半夜的简讯我就无需回覆
因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处 我也 能有 最纯粹的孤独
最孤独 的孤独





我承认我对你撒过无数的娇, 发过无数的脾气, 对你大耍任性....
可是我从不曾对你说谎~
因为我从来未想过, 为什么这样残忍去伤害这段感情~!
我很珍惜,我很努力,我以为..... ...
                                                   以为............................. ....................
我们能够一起维持与经营这段'值得'的感情....
我还曾经以为..... 以为我们会有将来....

我还以为..... 再以为....~!!! ><
你是和他们不同.....

一切都是我自己


以为

The End

"Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile."


LOL~!!!!
 Do you know??
I  retyped my blog ==!

写些不要再关于他的事!
如果有关注my blog的fren,都知道我换了全新的blog~
旧的不去, 新的不来!
 面对更挑战的明天吧~

Friday, October 7, 2011

You are MY PRECIOUS♥♥♥♥

害羞的喃喃细语
浸透在耳边
满满的积累着我们的故事
互相望着对方走下去
那些傻傻又美好的模样

漫步走过低矮的巷子小路
如同缝隙中照射下的一缕阳光
什么都无法预知
曾为我种下小小梦想的你

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
曾经那些痛苦的回忆
没有痕迹
消失的无影无踪

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
哪怕是一小步
也变得弥足珍贵
如此心动

心情很好
却要擦身而过
不舍你的眼神 想要把它捧在手心
曾经不懂事却很纯真的日子
从我心底里传来

曾经那些分外恳切的愿望
已变成脑海中的回忆 叹口气徘徊
那时周围好像只剩下我一个
曾紧握住我的双手的你

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
曾经只变得不舍的心
曾经默默不语 抚摸着我的你

my Presious(my Presious)
my Presious(my Presious)
只要有你在我身边
什么都可以为你做的那份心动

my Presious(my Presious)比阳光更温暖
my Presious(my Presious)比宝石还灿烂
曾经只变得不舍的心
曾经默默不语 抚摸着我的你

my Presious(my Presious)比天空更清澈
my Presious(my Presious)比琉璃还透明
只要有你在我身边
什么都可以为你做的那份心动





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