19.11.08 - 10..me & you

Our Favorite's song... [I only know that]...



I've  told our story many times already actually.. But now I'm still talking about it~ Why did I become like this???..! Yea..~ I admit it..! I've been missing you a little bit..(afraid that..to admit the [more/ a lots/ vry much]) But i'll find a better way..To solve!  I want to get rid of it~!! I don't want to be the same~ same as like last time..! GET OVER IT~!!
but my mind... the memories.. all the memories... Keep flasHing back...  there was me & you.. only me & you.. me & you...
Back to November
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
you've been good, busier than ever
we don't have anymore talks
your guard is up & I know why
Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
[Because the last time I saw you is still burned in the back of my mind]
saying I'm sorry for that night [19.11.08]
And I go back to November all the time
wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine..[sometimes NOT mine at all]
I'd go back to November, turn around and make it alright..[if I get back the chance & can choose again : I won't start this relationship] cause 我没后悔过去爱,但我后悔去开始..
stayin'up.. playin'back.. myself leaving
when you birthday passed I didn't call~
And I think about last time all the beautiful times.. I watched you laughing from the side of me & realized I loved you in the fall... And then the cold came back, the dark days when fear crept into my mind..
I gave you all Love and all you gave me was GoodBye..
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you..
[19.11.08] I'd go back to November, turn around and change my own mind...
To STOP myself~! [If  I didn't start, all the hurt & harm won't upon YOU] I don't want to...

Cause I don't want to hurt YOU anymore!

Back to November = Taylor Swift - Back to December

7~

hahaaaa~!!
To~ All of my BeLOved FriendssssS~!!<3

Thankyou for your visit! Thankyou for all the greetings.!. {Gift} Apple~ Popcorn~ Pudding~ Saliva~ Eyesight~ Joke~ Sweat~ Smell~ & a LoT a LoT of  things~ XD haaaA.... I was really touched,you coming! May GoD's blessings upon you~ SweeT Night~ ^-*



My BeLOved FriendsssS~~~~

Pui Yin, Wen Qi
^O^

Ting Ting Thong
>_^

I only found this=.='..  haaaa..~
Josh Wong

Pei Pei Thong
=)..

my piggy Master~ wuahahahahahaaaaaaaaa~~!!!
Joel Wong ^@^


7~ just now the number of them ^-^  That's my Lucky number~ xP.. I love this number too~.. Ei~?? YuP~!! Less onE~!!! Wei Ling~!! Because everytime when I want to take photos with her.. she also Escape~!!!! MaD at me~!! {气死我了!} next time she CANNOT escape it~!! >_^ hahaaaa... XD..  I damn miss them nOw~~<3 hahaaa.. cause they just left...=(..    =)  But really ToucHinG~~.. they all suddenly appear^-^   they're making the atmosphere unlimited FUN~XD They've left a Lot of  happiness to me=) THankyou~!  haa.. Pei Pei keep asking me to eat&try her作品[pudding].. hahaaA...she soo cutE~! yea~!!=D  That's really sweet in my heart~ ^-^ & it's NICE~!!  ReaLLy noT bad~!! =P~  *Yummy~ haaa..

Her作品<3 ^-*.. ummm~ *Yummy~~ & looks beautifuL nEH~~!

& just finished the popcorn XD [with my Dear Baby Potato Mommy] heheheee... .. .  All of My BeLOved FriendssS..~ ^-*
Thankyou for youR companionship~~!!!!!  I almost be the Mushroom GirL already larr~~~ T~T 我熬到可以生东菇jorrr~~!!!.. T~T  NoT allowed outside~...=(  Aiyerrr~~ ALL of them sooooooo bad also~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow They will be goin for movie~!!!! MoviE~~~~~ MOVIE~!!! MoViE~!!!????????? moviEEEE~~~  TOMORROW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ArghhhhhHHH~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tooooooooooooooo cruel for mE~~~!!!!  T~T    T-T    = '(................ .... .. .          
 My MEGAminD~ wuwuwuw....~  They're VRY gooooood........................ can go for movie~~!! MoviE!!!!        {MoviE}  mY FAVORITE er...!........................ ......... ..  .       :'(           I've been sooooooooooooooooooooo long didn't enter to cinema jorr..~ T.T... er.... er.................er...er...er...ER~~~~~..... ............................... ......... .. .     you  know deeeee......... .. ~

SaD........ ~.... poor meeeeeeeeeeeee...... ... .

BuT anyWAY =D THankssS a lot~!! yoU guys~.... <3

Finally=)

 Haaaaa~~!!. Finally~! I've told my mom about the {secret}.. Nothing at aLL~! Felt more comfortable!XD YeaH~~....!!! I almost could not sleep last night. Also almost cried out... haa..~ The weirdo...xP  ooO~ how bad..!? Because this thing makes me feel very uneasy, overall mood is very bad! I worry because I'm afraid.. I'm afraid if mom knew would be very sad after.. But, haaa... Fortunately my mom did NOT~!! haa.. I'm glad she doesn't not happy..~! & she is comforted me..~! THankssS a LoT~~~~!!! My Dear Baby Potato Mommy=P =) XD..
L8ter all of my beLoved friend will come & visit me~!!! HoW greatFUL MAN~!? Excited For It! & expecting nEH~
waiting~^-*

Today

I am in the end what happened??! THe MOST stupid me!!! THe MOST crazy me!!! WHAT I've done??? Who can help me?! NO ONE!!! O~!! GOD!! I need you NOW!!! I recently how it? Have been thinking about those thing..... I know all of this is impossible, I also made some wrong things.. WHAT I've done?!!... I really hope these things will not be exposed, hope has been secret... I have been repeating the same mistakes!! This time, I cannot say it~!! {means} I don't dare to tell my mom already.. I know.. this time must be let her down... What should I to do with?? How to do? How to do? How to do?... .. . Today something happened that should not be.. poor me.. keep thinking about ***.. How should I do?.. recently also like that.. recently been cranky... keep cranky-ing...~.. 

& I rediscovered back!!!!  O GOSH!!..

RecentLy

 This my new drug. For my wound. The last has finished.. still for the infection, but added one more for the complement of bone. Recently just nothing to do.. JUST medicine ...medicine.....medicine.....medicine..~ Haizz..~ nothing at all..

The red 1 is the complement of bone. But nowadays, after each took the pills, stomach will pain...

innocence

I have said about our story before. I never thought that, this picture could be found back... I thought everything about us was LOST..  There is a picture..But..~ I think that's really lost..! This picture, we haven't begun yet..=) Haa.. when I saw back this picture, I felt that I'm so young~little or what.. (??) Y?? cz At that time, I only 14years old~.. How small I am...XD =P haa.. . Yea~ really! I admit it..! At that time, I was really capricious!! I never thought the consequences.. I was very NOT obedient.. violation of my parents.. Because, at that time..{He} can be said was the person the most I love.. almost~ aLmost~.... ! I could love him more than anything..everything..~!!  But, I know this is wrong..!! I can't be like that.. I have to control.. I must control myself..! In order to him, I've done a lot of wrong thing, wrong decision... BuT, all that I can say~  At that time, I really Love him~!.. I truly love him..with my true heart..~ I have no any complaints.. because I don't want to... I only know that.. Love is patient, Love is inclusive, Love is selfless, Love is unconditional.. Although I am still jealous[means 吃醋(eating vinegar)].. when he was ambiguous-ing with many girls.. doubtFUL....  However, we had a very happy time, although it was only a very short moment...~... .. . may be at that time, for me, already feel happy enough..for a whole day.. although keep crying at everynight.. Haa.. was so funny~ At that time,... . I still love you.. VerY..
UNTIL....~ I know yoU betrayed me.. and the others girls together..
I was willing to let go & used almost more than half years to give up..

as ever & recently

吃了差不多一个月多的药....
不过~ 还有2个礼拜的药(新的)还没开始吃...

很痛~!! 老实说真的很痛..因为我的骨肿了也发炎了... 为什么这么久了..都没有好过吗?? 有~ 一点点... 因为我已经看了三个医生.. 前两个看不到我的骨出了问题..=.=" teruknya~!!..  到现在还很痛咧~!!!  总之不能走动多,不能坐多,不能睡多就对了..~  [不包括睡觉时间]^-* 
是的... 整天在家...  无聊??... 还好...=)  但~!!! 最身痒的就是没得出街啊~!!! 没得gai gai... = '(.. 5555~...  我会继续updated我得吃的药=)..

PiC again...

躺着..得空没事做... =P
xP... 解闷下...~


算是Latest mE~ xP

THankssS 4 watcHing~ ^-*