Monday, September 20, 2010

我回来了~ =)

Yeah~..=) 我回来了..=P 一段时间没有任何的 FB, BLog, & etc... 所以一次过写完它~! =D

和大家分享=) 我的新手表^-^ 嘻嘻..! 因为我的X坏了=(.. ThankYou~ MommY~!! (^-^) hahaa.. RM 100.. Ya~! 的十分之一.. Therefore, 给他RM10,他找RM0.10 xP.. 是我梦寐以求的噢~!!! 喜欢到~~~  BeH Tahan...! hahaa..! Just EnjoY~..=)

十架在前头,世界在背后

世界在前头,十架在背后
世界在前头,十架在背后
世界在前头,十架在背后
永不回头,永不回头... .. .

你听过这首歌吗? 听过? 有啊?!!
错啦~! 哪有啊??..=) 可是对时常的我来说.. 感觉自己好像很喜欢活着这样的生活. 我并不喜欢,却很享受.. 还是?!... 我并不享受,却很喜欢.. 可是这样的生活我是不喜欢和满意的!更是不想! 很多时候..当我风平浪静时,我偏会遗忘了上帝,更是摆放一边了.. 那时我就会很容易地去到边缘,也很容易地被拉出界或踩过线. 但,我绝不允许这些事情发生,因为我不喜欢做个忘恩负义的基督徒. 感恩地..在天国OnLine里真的学不少功课. 所以我并不是要世界在前头,十架在背后!! 我必需把我的In Christ的圈子扩大~ 这样被拉或踩过线的机会就可以减低=D 更是以耶稣为我的核心! =)神很爱我... 因为他总是把我拉回,更是保护我别让我踩过线的人!! =)

十架在前头,世界在背后!
十架在前头,世界在背后!
十架在前头!世界在背后!
永不回头~! 永不回头~! =D

你

你: 我们相识一年,但相处的时间并非一年.
你: 你一样的静,但感觉上好像变了... ..
你: 你还好吗?
你: 我们从来都不多说一句,都不足串成一句sentence呢=P
你: 总觉得距离很远,但.. 却很近.. 连站在后面都可以几乎感觉不到..
你: 尴尬是我们,我们是尴尬.怎么说?!.. 尴尬是在形容.. 因为总是尴尬地打招呼,尴尬又莫名其妙地对望..甚至连say GoodBye or Hello都会要说又不想说的感觉.. 真..=) hahaa...!
你: 找不到答案..为什么总是在谈话时,气氛都会感觉好闷似的.. 但有次满特别的..你有笑着了.. 而且这次也都笑了..满开心..
你: 尴尬的时候..可能都是我不敢和你说话..因为我总觉得我每次和你讲话时都好像闷到你.. 至少你和他们一起的时候更有说有笑的..=)
你: 也许我一直都会认为你是个好棒的人,而我并不是个好棒的人,所以觉得自己和你不能沟通得来..
你: 一直都希望你一切都很好很好..!!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Should I admit? Yes, I'm with yoU

Should I admit?... pooR mE MAN~!!!... Y should I?? ... HaizzZ..  But I really undeniable I'm really really missing you.. GoSH~~~  I nid REscue.. haa..Both of us The so-called impossibLe..~ Cz I always feel tat our communication is not very good. Did you feel tat? Perhaps we hardly communicated..
BUT : Time slows down whenever you're around,
           I can feel my heart..
           It's beating in my chest!
           Did you feel it?
           I can't put this down... ~

WHAT can I say?   I'm with yoU.. whatever you says, i'm with you..~!
                                                      although I'm not really understand what you saying about..
                                                      just wake up & stand up=P

3 Days din't touched my comP~ & A lot troubles~

WoW~ 3 days din't touched my comp dy~ AGaiN..~ cause i'll always felt bored with playing comp..?!? Of Course I'm not lying Man~!=) Therefore I can 2 or 3 days not touched my comp..=D BUT I still have to break the record~!
I can't find out the reason Y???!!!.. Recently I'll easily to get MaD & AnGrY...?? As is easy to tantrums.... poor mother..~ I'm so so sooooo SORRY to yoU~!! Sorry 4 this few days tat I had simply tantrums on you.. to make you sad.. But I really can't find out the reason tat I'll so easily to getting angry.. Finally just after the National Day, & also nothing special with it.. NORMAL~~~.. Recently, I have annoying... annoying abt my EMOtionaL~!!! HaizzZ...~ SuPeR SaD~! I'm making the people around me sad & saD & SaD~~ T~T... Its HuRT~... not even the peopLe around, of course including mE also.. I'm sad also.. How to solve MY problem noW~??
I thk~... I have to pray NOW~!!! =) This is my only solution. Is the best choice=)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

不成熟的时候 - 的我.

{我} 有不成熟的时候.. 可以说是很不成熟..~! 其实..其实...其实...!! 我真的真的很想拍拖. 开始另一段更快乐更幸福与被爱的感情.. 看到身边的朋友一双一对的..[不是别人有,我又想有]只是羡慕和替他们幸福~^-*.. 可能由小到大都是自己一个人,虽然我有个好妈咪陪伴我长大..但是她是我的至爱[亲情].而不是[爱情]..不一样的...~!... 是~..老土的我是等待着上帝的祝福 : 因为是祂拣选的,是祂所赐和祂所喜悦的会不一样~!..自己已经领教过了!!不会再乱来  ~!!!..所以我一直都很谨醒,时常都会提醒着自己别乱来..感情不是开玩笑!更加不是玩玩下! 是会伤害到人..不只是自己! 爱你的人,关心你的人..也是伤害了对方.. 有很多时候,我都觉得自己很好笑..很容易对人有好感,但总是分不清...有够多不成熟?!? @~@.. 所以我会告诉自己这不是时候.... .. 真的哦~!.. 我都知道..因为现在的我就算真的给我开始了一段新的恋情,我恐怕我是handle不到的.. 根本都还没做好自己~!自己都还没能照顾得好,那来能照顾好另一个呢~?? (这已经是最基本道理的而已) 而且这段时期的我们都还有很多的{少爷}VS{小姐}脾气..几时才来永远??! 另一伴将会是陪我们到一辈子的人..好还是坏你都得要和他/她到白头到老..~唉~~ 急不来... 所以我的结论 : 都是等待和做最实际的行动[祷告] =P 我不管现在心里对你有那么的好感,我都只会祷告与等.. 因为我怕是我自己的一时冲动, 到最后.....都伤害了双方.......
这就是我所谓的{少女心事} haa..(paiseh paiseh neH~)^-^ ... 我时常都会在烦的就是这些... 所以我会说不成熟的时候和是不是这个时期总是会经历这些...=) 正常吧~?? XD.. 每个人都会有每个人不同与精彩的历史和故事,经历等..... 但我都是非常地欣赏.. 这才是人生~
加油吧~!!!

Hachiko - A DoG SToRY

How great the touching this moviE~!!! {HACHIKO} - A DoG Story
I can't.. I can't sToP control & keep droping tears.. when I watching this video..just a short video actually.. But already enough to touched~... .. .

Based on the the reaL story... which occured in Japan in the 20-ies. Dog every day followed and met his master at the station... Then the owner died suddenly, but the dog for 9 years every day at 5 o'cLock came to the station to meet the owner and waited for him for until the last train. This story became a symbol eternal loyalty & friendship...
       {Hachi died on March 8,1935.}
             [In Memeory of ReaL Hachiko]
                  11.10.1923 - 3.8.1935