What am I doing??!

How SILLY I am??XDD
hahahahahahahahahahaha

STRESS, CAN'T SLEEP WELL, CAN'T EAT WELL.!!!
Even vrery very verY hungry aso can't eat!! Y~?? Nervous MAN~!!!! XD LOLLLLLL!!!!!!
StupiD mE r~~xC xD

hahahaha.. Even the meeting was over.. I sTiLL~ can't eat =.=.. NoT I don't want to eat!! Is 'chi bu xia' laRR~~ hahaha..
But now ok dy=)

What can I do?
No..~!
 Nothing~!
Just don't want~
cz.....!

I really don't want to be back like LAST TIME!!!!
I scared!! I really SCARED!!
It really really REALLY NIGHTMARES to mE!!!~~ >~< XC
NO NO~! I don't want to be back!! & ofcz I don't want to look BACK!!

GambateH lar~!! =D

I'm looking forward..=)

Remember WHEN♥

Remember when I cried
To yoU a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For US to say GoodBye~
What a Big surprise?!

BUT I'm not lost, I'm not gone, I haven't forgot


These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings Are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer

It's getting HARD to pretend

AnD I'm not coming back around Again
Remember WHEN . . . ...



I'll remember WHEN
It was together 'till the EnD
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
PLease say there's NO regret
And say you won't forget

BUT I'm not lost, I'm not gone, I haven't forgot


These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings Are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer

It's getting HARD to pretend

AnD I'm not coming back around Again
Remember WHEN . . . ...

That was then
Now It's the End
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend
Remember WHen ...


These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings Are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer

It's getting HARD to pretend

AnD I'm not coming back around Again♥

All This talking to yoU♥

All this talking to yoU♥

I don't know WHaT I'm to dO~

I don't know WHeRe yoU sTanD~!

WHAT's inside of youR HeaD?!

All this thinking of yoU♥

Is that what you're doinG toO??

You're aLways On my minD...

I talk abouT yoU aLL of the TimE~...!

Don't WastE anotheR DaY~!

Don't wastE another MinutE~!

I CAN'T waiT to seE youR facE....!

Just to show yoU how muCH I'm In IT~

So~.. OpeN Up youR HeaRT~~

HELP me understanD~

PLease tell me whO you ARE..

So I can shoW yoU whO I am=)

You're just sTanding By...

You're just wasting timE...!

WhY don't yoU just teLL mE the TRuth?~

ABoUT mE & yoU♥

And as the time goes by..

I hOPe yoU reAlizE~!

If yoU aSk mE to.. .

I just migHt Be with yoU♥

So~! Don't waste another DaY~!

Don't waste another MinuTE~!

I CAN'T waiT to seE youR facE....!

Just to show yoU how muCH I'm In IT~

So~.. OpeN Up youR HeaRT~~

HELP me understanD~

PLease tell me whO you ARE..

So I can shoW yoU whO I am=)

STOP~! Standing There.. STand there

STOP~! AcTing like yoU DoN'T caRE

STOP~! BeinG scared.. BeinG scared

STOP~! AcTing like yoU DoN'T caREeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~

So~! Don't waste another DaY~!

Don't waste another MinuTE~!

I CAN'T waiT to seE youR facE....!

Just to show yoU how muCH I'm In IT~

So~.. OpeN Up youR HeaRT~~

HELP me understanD~

PLease tell me whO you ARE..

So I can shoW yoU whO I am=)

whO I am

WhO I aMmm

WHO I AM

不舍得...

Why I would have this feelings?? *sight~     I really don't know whY?!!

Why when you're leaving, I will would have this kind of feelings~  I've never felt this way before!!

I will suppress the emotional! No worries~
You no need afriad........... 

{a ShorT post}

IsHHH~~~!!!! Why???

Ish~! I hate to see your photo~!
Ish~! I hate to see your face~!
Ish~! I hate to hear your voice~!
Ish~! I hate to get closer with you~!
Ish~! I hate to face to face with you~!
Ish~! I hate to have to suppress my own emotions~!
Ish~! I must be suppressed~!


I know I must be suppressed all of my emotions, my feelings, my conversation, my expression & etc etc*
& I had to control my sight! My sight just always looking at you. I had to pay attention to you.
Just don't know why!!!
Ain't you not good, that cause reason is you so good.

{The Reason whY}

♥I'm telling the truth~!♥

I like your SmiLe~
I like your ViBe~
I like your STyLe~

BUT That's noT why I LOVE yoU~!
AnD I, I like the WaY~ You searcH a STARrrr~~
BUT That's noT whY I LOVE yoU~!
Hey~

Do you Feel?~
Do you feel mE??
Do you feel WHAT I feel toO~?

Do yoU need?~
Do yoU neeD mE??
Do you nEED me....

You're SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFULLLL~~
BUT That's noT whY I LOVE yoU!
I'M noT SuRe yoU knOW, That THE reason I LOVE yoU~~
IS yoU!~   beING yoU!~                 JUST yoU!~

Yeaaaa~ The reaSoN I LOVE yoU~! Is all that we've been through, AnD that's whY I LOVE yoU♥

I like the way you misbeHave, when we get wasteD~ BUT that's noT whY I LOVE yoU~!
And HoW you keep Your CooL~, WHEN I aM complicateD..~!  (This is what I Appreciate, when I really need you at the moment.) BUT that's noT whY I LOVE yoU~!
Hey~

Do you Feel?~
Do you feel mE??
Do you feel WHAT I feel toO~?

Do yoU need?~
Do yoU neeD mE??
Do you nEED me....


You're SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFULLLL~~
BUT That's noT whY I LOVE yoU!
I'M noT SuRe yoU knOW, That THE reason I LOVE yoU~~
IS yoU!~   beING yoU!~                 JUST yoU!~

Yeaaaa~ The reaSoN I LOVE yoU~! Is all that we've been through, AnD that's whY I LOVE yoU♥

Even though WEEE didn't make it through, BuT I aM always here For yoU~!

Hahaha... I know you don't know I'm talking about yoU~!
I'm suRE~ xD
Although I know this is not love 1st , But I'm sure I like you..

That's Y I hate~!
just scare to can't controL. XDD

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♥April 6♥ My Birthday^-^\/

LOL~!!!


where got ppl like tat hor???~

hahaha..I just wanna remind all of my Beloved Friendsss♥  XD

hahaha... also reminding myself~ I'm getting closer with OLD..~ hahaha.. It's mature Baby~ ^-^\/


Its had been a long time I didn't upload my blog & FB toO=)


Telling the turth~~~ I'm quite busy MAN^-^\/ BUT Thanks GoD for everything=D
I'll go through those all thingsss~!! Just OVERCOME♥

LOL~!
It's a MOST funniest thing happened here..
Unexpectedly~ I'll do this such thing... @~@
I curi curi go and find you and see yoU~!!? WHAT!!!
YES~! I done it. XP
{but you don't knw the reason why, cause you just knew that I only saw you, even I walk twice of the opposite from you}

I miss you so much =)  [I just admit it]   
 such a loooooong time we didn't chat we didn't see.!!!~ but I still can remember your voice,because I like your voice, ofcourse I miss it MUCH toO~ xD & such a loong time didn't heard your voice toO~!
I just wish you would see my blog..
I just wish you won't forget my birthday again..
I'm not much for wish to receive any present from you, BuT I only hope to receive a wishes from you..Even a simple wishes.. Until now! I still never forget what you send to me .. The 1st time you send a birthday wishes to me.. hapi bday. big gal dy la. & ask me to be a clever girl to love and take care of my family..*smthg like tat~* {at tat time I really can't understand what you saying cause your short-form really GENG~ LOL & my english not such that good.=) BUT I'm SURE I'm really really felt surprise & shock & excited & warm to receive the birthday wishes FROM you } 


Although now really haven't reach my birthday yet~ and also don't knw what will happened yet~
But I just wish my friendss won't 4get my birthday.. a Happy Birthday wishes~
I don't seek a gift, I just want to have your heart♥

especially you~
this year I won't wish to have what ,or want what..
or see you. or you'll be there 4 me... or even will come and have a celebratetion with me..   BUT
I just wish to have your msg wil b the one who on my phone screen appearance.