Done

Ok~
All the things are Done & All the things are Finished..
Ok~
I'll  STOP thinking about you..
Ok~
I won't let myself to keep missing you..[as I can]..~

我尽量地去控制着自己...
对你的一切..

因为一切都完了..~!
我不会再给我自己继续地自作多情...!!

高恩琪醒醒吧~! 成熟点吧~!
请别再胡思乱想了~!!

Bye Bye...

并不是我想象的那样..

原来并不是我自己所想象的那样...

是..
我不可否认  ..对你没有好感..
但!我想..也只是是好感罢了...

不是我自己认为的那样...吧?~


现在我被我自己搞的好confused很complicated...

不知怎么办才好?~
更不懂怎么去面对你...

Umm..~ 自然就对了.. 就当没事..^-^

Friend

要选择自己爱的人,而对方又同时爱你是件很不容易的事...

[对我来说真的好难哦]

是,... 我只会'敢'当你是我普普通通的朋友...

我好像感觉得到的事..是.....

可是,

很多时候,更加感觉到你在避开我...

也许是吧~!

很多时候,可能..可能..真的真的是我自己太多心了...!

我真的不想!! 更不敢表露出来..

但~!

好像,很多人的视线都注目我了...

我更不好意思的是好像被他妈妈发现到..

因为当我的眼目...正在注视着他时....被他妈妈看见了!!!~~ (@~@)

羞羞了啦....~~~~~~~~~!!!  XD

真的不好意思nEH~~

虽然如此....

但,...真的!!

我不会....

就算~!(有时控制不到那个眼睛或行为或态度)

但,...真的!!

不会更明显...

我不想!!

去破坏..

我们之间的   友谊 ~!

我不想!真的不想没有了朋友(尤其是你),[等下连朋友都没得做T~T]

我更不想把你吓跑了!!!

所以,这几次我都没posted在网上说我已经updated了... 免得更多人知道..

这样你也更加不会懂我的心意..=P~

但!

我好像感觉到你有了女朋友....

可能我多心..我多疑..

但! 若不是有女朋友就是有了心仪的对象..

或..你当我真的多疑了吧.... =D

NoT a Dream~!!

Taday was a Fairy Tales?? Hahaaa.. something which is like tat..xD cz Today wasn't a DREAM~!!! How excited I am MAN??!~
& Did you knw?? & Did you can be imagine this?? Both of us was keep thinking of the same thingsss~~ & almost all the SAME?? O GoSH~?? [many ways]^-* & when we having conversation tat time, we talk/chat was soooooooooo Naturally already..~ ~!!! not lik last time.. 1 time better than 1 time tim^-^ improved a lot~ so good~ ^-^ for friendship also can what?? XD   enough for Happy Happy jor..~ =)
I'm really glad tat you really willing to share with me..about your thgs or anythgs else~ It is improved a loT?? hahaaa.. Better jor~^-^
How Come?? xP~
CooL~~~ MAN!!!!! XD XD XD
& I'm Loving it.. & SURE keep missing on tat time..tat we were together..
ALTHOUGH it was only few hours, bUT for me.. already enough to represented 一生一世....


I wondering... why both of us can done the same things, thinking of the same matters, wanted the same things, think of the same way...etc..etc..~ ^-^ 

I love the few hours..
I'll miss the few hours all the time..
I won't show you the way I want.. Or I L***...

Because, {You take me away from sadness, When we're together} or you just stay with me.. or just stayin bsid of me..already enough 4 me.. to stay happy whole day... few hours....few days...few weeks... few months... few years..

I willing to pray for you..with non-stop..
I saw you.. nervous.. until...
yes~ I'll worry about you.. That's why.. I'll always pray for you..
Press on Jesus ya~!! Let's go for Jesus~!! =D

& I really THankFUL to GoD~~~!! Today wasn't a DREaM~!! It's reaL~ =D xD

Just a Dream

Last night, I had a big..nop it was a GreaT dream to mE~!! Cz~~~!!! I dream about hIM!! Both of  us sitting in the car..He was fetching me.. Like we were going to somewhere... & after tat.. He was parking.. i still can remember clearly..Tat's was a night.. I saw HIS face..even through the darkness.. even through the reflection of HIS glasses... I still could make it clear in my mind~ in my brain~... This dream make me missing hIM so MUCH~~!!! How could I stay away out of this situation..??!
I'm trying so hard...
& I'm gonna to see you AGAIN~!!! XD
don't knw how to express the feels~ Don't knw want to b Happy or Sad....

The Recently~ photosss..xD

Just a simple 1st~ ^-^ 陆续有来~!!

Hahaaa.. MBO cinema[Texco Kepong Village Mall] with Family.. went 4 MOVIE..xD

yES~!! RapunzeL<3<3<3 BesT larr~~!!! XD XD

another Day~ The Christmas Feelssssssssssss.... Midvalley..  =D

 
Enjoy with Baskin Robbins<3 ^-^ YUMMY!!!!

 Haa~! FINISH jorr~ =O.. ^-*

another Day~ Christmas's gift sending me by My YiYi & GuPo~<3 ^-* & They(gift) are flyin with airplane bfore nEH~~ They are came from KOREA~!! XD XD

Hahahaaaa NiCE Babesssssss~!!! XD XD Thankss 4 Watching~~!!
Prefect compensation Right??~! ^-* cz I had a long time for didn't UPDATED dy right?.. Tat's y~ Hope you Like it~!! xD

今天

今天对我来说根本就不是什么大件事,可是对最近一直考试的buddies<3就是Great Day ba~ ??

The Last Day of their exam..xD sO? excited一下咯^-^  我不懂的'他'会怎么样了呢?.. 这几天我都一直地为他祷告..希望他的成绩会得到'他'自己和他妈妈{满意}的成绩.. 其实最担心的都不是他的成绩..而是为他的心情和情绪担心..所以我都不停地为考着试的buddies祷告..! 我才是希望他的情绪会被放松些下来,虽我自己知道这是不可能的事..对考着试的buddies来说(那有可能不紧张呢?!~).. 我祷告: 他的身体不会被影响到会生病更是不会失眠等..~ 心情平伏的.. 我不想他的心会过意或过分地担心~! 压力!! 这是他的压力..我求神会替他分担!.. 所以今天我的心情也会跟着松些因为知道今天是他们的最后的一天.. 我更希望他会没事而顺利完成!!~ 我知道他是,也会!! 我更知道这些都是我自己过于也多余地担心!! 因为都完全不关我的事..只是我自己多心.. 但,!我非常地希望神会垂听我的祷告.. 我只希望我的祷告对'他'来说会有用..

知道吗?~.. 我都哭着..求着自己也祷告着地求着神..! 我不希望..真的不希望我会连累到别人更是不想再继续这样子.. 是不是就是一定要经历这些呢?? 我玩不起啊~~! 人家更加不可能! 他大有前途而且人家没说过对你有意思!! 很多时候,我都叫自己劝自己说:不要再想念..我是不是很不成熟,为什么要这样子?! 不要再怎么任性了~!! 不要再想'他'了.. 可是..有时我真的做不到..

祷告咯~ 唯有祷告可以帮助到.. 我尝试着.. 很努力地尝试着不去打扰他.. 因为知道人家不像我,只会想这些不成熟的事..! 他很有未来..! 他对他的家人很有责任,也责任重大~! 所以他才怎么地有压力.. 所以我更不希望我是他的阻碍!! 虽然有时..有时..还会麻烦了你一下.... 希望得到你的原谅~!!... 我真的..真的.. 不会再做任何更明显或麻烦到你的事去烦你去阻碍你.. 因为你自己的东西和学业已经够烦了... 所以: 我好想你会安心!凡有关联你的事情我都常在心..{也藏在心}