Finally=)

 Haaaaa~~!!. Finally~! I've told my mom about the {secret}.. Nothing at aLL~! Felt more comfortable!XD YeaH~~....!!! I almost could not sleep last night. Also almost cried out... haa..~ The weirdo...xP  ooO~ how bad..!? Because this thing makes me feel very uneasy, overall mood is very bad! I worry because I'm afraid.. I'm afraid if mom knew would be very sad after.. But, haaa... Fortunately my mom did NOT~!! haa.. I'm glad she doesn't not happy..~! & she is comforted me..~! THankssS a LoT~~~~!!! My Dear Baby Potato Mommy=P =) XD..
L8ter all of my beLoved friend will come & visit me~!!! HoW greatFUL MAN~!? Excited For It! & expecting nEH~
waiting~^-*

Today

I am in the end what happened??! THe MOST stupid me!!! THe MOST crazy me!!! WHAT I've done??? Who can help me?! NO ONE!!! O~!! GOD!! I need you NOW!!! I recently how it? Have been thinking about those thing..... I know all of this is impossible, I also made some wrong things.. WHAT I've done?!!... I really hope these things will not be exposed, hope has been secret... I have been repeating the same mistakes!! This time, I cannot say it~!! {means} I don't dare to tell my mom already.. I know.. this time must be let her down... What should I to do with?? How to do? How to do? How to do?... .. . Today something happened that should not be.. poor me.. keep thinking about ***.. How should I do?.. recently also like that.. recently been cranky... keep cranky-ing...~.. 

& I rediscovered back!!!!  O GOSH!!..

RecentLy

 This my new drug. For my wound. The last has finished.. still for the infection, but added one more for the complement of bone. Recently just nothing to do.. JUST medicine ...medicine.....medicine.....medicine..~ Haizz..~ nothing at all..

The red 1 is the complement of bone. But nowadays, after each took the pills, stomach will pain...

innocence

I have said about our story before. I never thought that, this picture could be found back... I thought everything about us was LOST..  There is a picture..But..~ I think that's really lost..! This picture, we haven't begun yet..=) Haa.. when I saw back this picture, I felt that I'm so young~little or what.. (??) Y?? cz At that time, I only 14years old~.. How small I am...XD =P haa.. . Yea~ really! I admit it..! At that time, I was really capricious!! I never thought the consequences.. I was very NOT obedient.. violation of my parents.. Because, at that time..{He} can be said was the person the most I love.. almost~ aLmost~.... ! I could love him more than anything..everything..~!!  But, I know this is wrong..!! I can't be like that.. I have to control.. I must control myself..! In order to him, I've done a lot of wrong thing, wrong decision... BuT, all that I can say~  At that time, I really Love him~!.. I truly love him..with my true heart..~ I have no any complaints.. because I don't want to... I only know that.. Love is patient, Love is inclusive, Love is selfless, Love is unconditional.. Although I am still jealous[means 吃醋(eating vinegar)].. when he was ambiguous-ing with many girls.. doubtFUL....  However, we had a very happy time, although it was only a very short moment...~... .. . may be at that time, for me, already feel happy enough..for a whole day.. although keep crying at everynight.. Haa.. was so funny~ At that time,... . I still love you.. VerY..
UNTIL....~ I know yoU betrayed me.. and the others girls together..
I was willing to let go & used almost more than half years to give up..

as ever & recently

吃了差不多一个月多的药....
不过~ 还有2个礼拜的药(新的)还没开始吃...

很痛~!! 老实说真的很痛..因为我的骨肿了也发炎了... 为什么这么久了..都没有好过吗?? 有~ 一点点... 因为我已经看了三个医生.. 前两个看不到我的骨出了问题..=.=" teruknya~!!..  到现在还很痛咧~!!!  总之不能走动多,不能坐多,不能睡多就对了..~  [不包括睡觉时间]^-* 
是的... 整天在家...  无聊??... 还好...=)  但~!!! 最身痒的就是没得出街啊~!!! 没得gai gai... = '(.. 5555~...  我会继续updated我得吃的药=)..

PiC again...

躺着..得空没事做... =P
xP... 解闷下...~


算是Latest mE~ xP

THankssS 4 watcHing~ ^-*

离开悲伤

离开悲伤..我真的能做得到吗??... 我似乎做不到.. 昨天是你的生日..我一个祝贺的..都没给.. 是!!~ 我就是要做一个你和你家人都认为是个无情无意的人...令你伤透了心的坏女生..... .. . 现在都过了. 哈..~ 我自己都时常斗气地说: 过了就是过了,发生也发生了..怎样都回不到头!~.. 现在.. 竟然很适合我自己用...
我一直都以为我是最放得下的人,我是最无情意的,我以为我可以若无其事的...!! 原来一直以来,我错了!!!.... 那放不下的过往... 我以为我可以..~   
多么的可笑啊... .. . 
我还要在我家人面前,装无事...   
刚才在[fb]里看到.... hahaha..aa.. 原来最放得下的人... ..

是你.. .

如果当初我们没分..这个月的19号是我们一起2年了.... ..
但~ 我们分了也一年有多... ..
我相信我对你已经是没有爱意.... 只是那放不下的过往......... . .

可是我必须说清楚..不是你带我离开悲伤,而是带我进入悲伤的人...

Taday was a CLoudy Day~

Taday was a CLoudy Day=) I like cloudy day..=P..
cooL shade~  Feels good=)
Actually, I don't like any cool wet thing.. Because the cause of my cold hands and feet. That's make me feel not very comfortable. Why do I say this?? Coz no one can with me, give warm. I cannot find a wide shoulder gives me a comfortable warm embrace. To let me hide..~ I need a warm big hands to hold my coldness hands..~! I also need a person's company.. & CLoudy Day makes me easily to feel hungry~!!! I hate this FeeLings!!! : '(.. For me it is a ery BaD thing~~!!! I just will GAIN WEIGHT!! & gain weight & gain weight..... The Poor Little mE~.. : '(  I gain weight ALREADY!! A LoT~!!....

Save Me^~^ I need heLp!!!

But why I also said I like cloudy day neH??~ Haa.... If that day I want to go out, then the weather isvery important~ To mE..xD Then I won't be in the sun! =D Not to FeaR of  being sunburned~~ ^ ^ haaa.. That's was a good result~! Even I was typing now..~ my finger still stay on coldness mode..xP  Just like the Ice Bar=P haaahaa...
 But that's always cool for mE~!!  Like a {Vampire}^-*