innocence

I have said about our story before. I never thought that, this picture could be found back... I thought everything about us was LOST..  There is a picture..But..~ I think that's really lost..! This picture, we haven't begun yet..=) Haa.. when I saw back this picture, I felt that I'm so young~little or what.. (??) Y?? cz At that time, I only 14years old~.. How small I am...XD =P haa.. . Yea~ really! I admit it..! At that time, I was really capricious!! I never thought the consequences.. I was very NOT obedient.. violation of my parents.. Because, at that time..{He} can be said was the person the most I love.. almost~ aLmost~.... ! I could love him more than anything..everything..~!!  But, I know this is wrong..!! I can't be like that.. I have to control.. I must control myself..! In order to him, I've done a lot of wrong thing, wrong decision... BuT, all that I can say~  At that time, I really Love him~!.. I truly love him..with my true heart..~ I have no any complaints.. because I don't want to... I only know that.. Love is patient, Love is inclusive, Love is selfless, Love is unconditional.. Although I am still jealous[means 吃醋(eating vinegar)].. when he was ambiguous-ing with many girls.. doubtFUL....  However, we had a very happy time, although it was only a very short moment...~... .. . may be at that time, for me, already feel happy enough..for a whole day.. although keep crying at everynight.. Haa.. was so funny~ At that time,... . I still love you.. VerY..
UNTIL....~ I know yoU betrayed me.. and the others girls together..
I was willing to let go & used almost more than half years to give up..

as ever & recently

吃了差不多一个月多的药....
不过~ 还有2个礼拜的药(新的)还没开始吃...

很痛~!! 老实说真的很痛..因为我的骨肿了也发炎了... 为什么这么久了..都没有好过吗?? 有~ 一点点... 因为我已经看了三个医生.. 前两个看不到我的骨出了问题..=.=" teruknya~!!..  到现在还很痛咧~!!!  总之不能走动多,不能坐多,不能睡多就对了..~  [不包括睡觉时间]^-* 
是的... 整天在家...  无聊??... 还好...=)  但~!!! 最身痒的就是没得出街啊~!!! 没得gai gai... = '(.. 5555~...  我会继续updated我得吃的药=)..

PiC again...

躺着..得空没事做... =P
xP... 解闷下...~


算是Latest mE~ xP

THankssS 4 watcHing~ ^-*

离开悲伤

离开悲伤..我真的能做得到吗??... 我似乎做不到.. 昨天是你的生日..我一个祝贺的..都没给.. 是!!~ 我就是要做一个你和你家人都认为是个无情无意的人...令你伤透了心的坏女生..... .. . 现在都过了. 哈..~ 我自己都时常斗气地说: 过了就是过了,发生也发生了..怎样都回不到头!~.. 现在.. 竟然很适合我自己用...
我一直都以为我是最放得下的人,我是最无情意的,我以为我可以若无其事的...!! 原来一直以来,我错了!!!.... 那放不下的过往... 我以为我可以..~   
多么的可笑啊... .. . 
我还要在我家人面前,装无事...   
刚才在[fb]里看到.... hahaha..aa.. 原来最放得下的人... ..

是你.. .

如果当初我们没分..这个月的19号是我们一起2年了.... ..
但~ 我们分了也一年有多... ..
我相信我对你已经是没有爱意.... 只是那放不下的过往......... . .

可是我必须说清楚..不是你带我离开悲伤,而是带我进入悲伤的人...

Taday was a CLoudy Day~

Taday was a CLoudy Day=) I like cloudy day..=P..
cooL shade~  Feels good=)
Actually, I don't like any cool wet thing.. Because the cause of my cold hands and feet. That's make me feel not very comfortable. Why do I say this?? Coz no one can with me, give warm. I cannot find a wide shoulder gives me a comfortable warm embrace. To let me hide..~ I need a warm big hands to hold my coldness hands..~! I also need a person's company.. & CLoudy Day makes me easily to feel hungry~!!! I hate this FeeLings!!! : '(.. For me it is a ery BaD thing~~!!! I just will GAIN WEIGHT!! & gain weight & gain weight..... The Poor Little mE~.. : '(  I gain weight ALREADY!! A LoT~!!....

Save Me^~^ I need heLp!!!

But why I also said I like cloudy day neH??~ Haa.... If that day I want to go out, then the weather isvery important~ To mE..xD Then I won't be in the sun! =D Not to FeaR of  being sunburned~~ ^ ^ haaa.. That's was a good result~! Even I was typing now..~ my finger still stay on coldness mode..xP  Just like the Ice Bar=P haaahaa...
 But that's always cool for mE~!!  Like a {Vampire}^-*

as ever & recently...

I have to talk back to my leg, poor ME~! My leg haven't recovered completely yet..~! In fact, it has recovered little bit only.. But~ 28th that day.. once again,we see a doctor..This is the third timE alreadY~!! Fortunately~ we encountered a good doctor=) How greatFUL~!!!? THankssS GoD!! =D In fact, before we did not want to, because is the fear of the price too expensive..=_=  BUT GreatFULL~~ AGAIN~!!! This time the price was not too expensive~! Because there are a Orthopeadic clinic, is justified.. The price won't be too over =) I finally know the reason why! Know the answer Y I've been suffer so long..~! Because my bones SwolleN already~! & get infection also~! No wonder I can pain suffer for a month?!?~~ > ~ <...  BuT THankssS GoD, I can get healed =D

& 28th was my great DaY~!! Haaa...~ {Secret} A LoT A LoT of FUN~ XD

The Lastest Me {Pic Again}

{I really like my style now~!}

{Especially the CoLour of my Hair!!}

THankssS 4 watching~!! ^-*

Yes~!! I've already dyed my HaiR~~!!!!  Haa.. Sry~ Changing Hair Style  is  My Favorites^-^

{26.10.10}

上圣经课=)为了能在神的话语里面学习更多,了解更多,认识神更多~! 很感谢上帝派出他的天使们=P 来帮我们(me & My Dear Baby Potato Moomy)上课.. WoW~ I'm Lovin it~!!! xD That night was a meaningFUL night~!.. Really can says, I'm getting a lot of knowledge from our Mighty GoD~~!! I like to know more about Him..!=) know Him a lot of good intentions.. & His pLan~! I can understand His LOve~.. How greatFUL MAN~!!?.. I feeL the kisses by Him...^-^ WoW~~... haaa.. To express His Love..that's want to give us...~! As we know this is Him..=) He had sharing a lot of good blessed to us..~!  As we know! He can look into our heart and see our innermost desires, our secret longings, our hidden wishes, & make them come true.~! Not only that~! I even know a few good friends =D  GreatFUL MAN~~~!!! I really thanks GoD for aLL of these things =) ^-* MuackssS~!! Touchable my heart^-^ Thankyou for all of these things happened =)  This is my privilege =D How GreatFUL our GoD~!!

& The Last~
I'm here to say Thankyou to my adorable sisters. =)