What abouT My FuTuRE? 未来~ Future..?!?

我不是不想读书.. 而有时真的不懂怎么把它读进去~!
我更不懂怎样去形容自己... 我非常地承认我很懒惰~!!! 我甚至没温习过.. (但我真的有温习过的时候) 我总是拿起书来时,..就是会睡着... =.="   我不想~!!! 我不要的~!! 但始终都是睡着了.....
现在离开了学校的生活, 我并没有任何一点的不习惯..反而我更开心,病也少了很多~!!  因为我读的并非政府学校,所以我根本没尝试过穿校服和一大班同学的滋味..~但幸好小学有  ~!! 所以真的好怀念!!! 时常都怀念小学=) 有同学感觉真好! 但也是要好的同学才叫好咯~! 为什么我会说我在以前的学校时,时常病呢? 有很多原因.. 我就是不懂为什么,明明我的学校生活就很relax,好像没什么功课做,就算,也很自由..但我总压抑着我自己!!! 给很多压力自己... 所以一个月内可以发烧或生病两三次~!! 时常都absent..... 感觉到导致同学们或老师们都对我印象不太好,虽然他们总是很关心我...
现在的时代与未来,若你不读书就等于没有未来~(给我的感觉) 因为连做一份简单的promoter or Part time都要spm以上什么的..=_=... HAIhhhzzzz......~~~~  对我来说是很渺茫的感觉.. Then? How about My future?!? 我最糟的是连我自己以后要做些什么都不知道,都不清楚!! 是的~!=) 我会好好地反省~!
其实我有梦的...
不过这些都会被人称为白日梦吧..
我能做什么?! 什么都不能! 我只能向神求!! 向神祷告!!=)
难道嫁掉算了?!
谁会要?!! 不识字的人! 什么都没有....! 我相信哪个男生知道了都唔鞋挽kag走啦~   xD..
O~...?! 那连终身幸福都没了??! xD?? haha..kidding~
努力点吧~!=)
靠的是自己的努力~! =)



等下好好地补习和专心听! (一直都有) Then~ 更加咯~! =)
谢谢你宝贵的提醒~! 是更加地提醒,对我自己也更加地要提醒~!

You are Only The Exception (2nd part)

I not only will text you with a simpLe message (or that's bother you always actually..??). I'll always pray for You toO. In prayer, You will not be less. =)

敬畏耶和华是智慧的开端,凡遵行他命令的,是聪明人;耶和华是永远当赞美的.~ 诗篇111:10

你们祷告,无论求什么,只要信,就必得着.~ 马太福音21:22



遵行神的话语,先讨神的喜悦=)
因为他是超乎你所求所想的神.=D

You are The Only Exception

 But Darlin~ You are The Only Exception =)
 Not 'K' ..!
You're so speciaL in my heart ..! In God's eyes, In God's heart. =)
Nothing can compared ~ Just like our God!
Nothing can compares to our God ~! Just like You ~

Everythings gonna be finE ~.. ! Although That's hapened which I don't know. Because, God is with You ~ He loves You !
Did You know? Many people cares You? Just don't let them worry You, okay? =)

If You don't feel to tell anyone, JuST teLL GoD ~!=D Because He is the person most aware of Your heart.!
Maybe, You'll think that I'm not Your best listener =) Therefore, You won't think to share with mE, or You feel like I'm just not mature enough.
Yea~.. perhaps my age really not mature enough =) But, also please don't thought that I'm the one who always want to bother You to sms You. Because, I'm just concern you. Or maybe my concern was unnecessary, for You...

=) Whatever ~ I just showing the cares to you, nothing special with it.
Hope that You'll not cause misunderstanding =)

Rain Down - Planetshakers

RaiN DowN ~


 I am falling to my knees
 I need You Lord to breathe in me
 My prayer is still the same
 My heart is calling out Your name

 Sweet anointing fill this place
 I am found in Your embrace 



 Rain down on me
 Rain down on me
 Here in Your presence I am free
 Pour down like rain
 Come and touch me again
 Lord let Your presence fall on me



 I'm loging just to see
 Your power and Your majesty

 Sweet anointing fill this place 
 I am found in Your embrace



 Sweet anointing
 Wash me over
 Sweet anointing
 Wash me over
 (REPEAT)

In The PasT.

I've done something wrong, wrong thinking, wrong behavior, wrong attitude & etc... I'm sorry to God. I'm sorry to my Dearly parent. I'm sorry to all my friend. And to myself. But that's over the past, nowadays I won't let it to be continue... I will put down..~!
Although that's Hurt. And deeP.

我不含怒到日落=) 我不给魔鬼留地步!
我不要苦毒! 我不要犯罪=)

Becuase, i don't want to get ilL=)
Angry will make me ilL.=(
Means I will be less angry, not easy to get angrY=)

我不要再番旧账=)

I WiSH to have a Better self-controL~

No MoRE
账

I just want Forgiveness~

I want to forgive people
&
I need people to forgive toO



=)

Am I need to say SORRY?

Am I need to say sorry?..

在 WhY yoU wanT to JeaLous ON mE? 里我说了很多{我心里话}. 但,! 好像我好错... 好像说了很多很多人家的坏话似的酱~..    xP xP XP XD
没有~! 你们都很好!=) 是我自己任性!=(.. 我自己知道的..!=) 其实我非常地感谢~! 因为你们才有今天的我. 让我学习了不少的功课,让我经历这些~ 我会懂得怎么对待人,我也正在学习当中=) 我还有我的坏态度..=( 但!! 我 在靠着神加添的力量中改变着,努力地学习!

我没有在埋怨..也没有不饶恕..=) 是宽恕了=D
做了,就承认.. 我没有摆明什么~ 我不特意~ 请别多误会~=)
我也做过..我意思是在耶稣面前承认我的过犯=)..
若我想要得到耶稣的饶恕,我就得先饶恕人! 我做到! 我宣告~!=D
这些文章我只发泄在我自己的BLoG里..=) 没有任何怨言... 有吗?? 事实是这样哦..~~ 照写咯~..
清者自清..=)

Ummm~... 没讲过自己怎么对他们噢? =P..
也是我自己太冲动,答应了等他..
我们认识了两年,因为同一间学校.. 但,! 他比我大4年..
我并没有选择说先相处(但也不会,也没想过)
一两个月后才一起..
可以说一场误会.. 哈哈.. ??
过马路时,我以为他要牵我的手...结果自己牵了他的手..~ (14岁的我蛮幼稚 xP)
他也将错就错...=_=..
但, 我们半年左右就结束了.. 可是当中我的不舍得也拖延几个月才完全..


开始..
我主动地说..我照顾你好吗? (因为那时的他很喜欢伤风)
我就买了很多罐的 Vatamin给他吃. (吃完了一罐又再买) 或给他喝青水(Chlorophyll) 因为他很爱发热气的..
我很爱煮=) 所以那时的他是看着他肥起来更健康起来=P.. 营养会比较足=)
他很会容易脱头发..我家是做头发的..所以,他时常来rebonding(steam hair),我妈妈送不少支生发水给他..  不只, 因为我时常都炖黑豆手乌给他喝(或也是炖他妈妈一份) 所以他头发生得快也比以前乌黑很多=)

他不能吃虾,会敏感..
他最爱吃(yim) 豆煮蛋, sotong, 无辣不欢, Hot dog 加Maggie 哈哈.. (大部分我煮的.)
他最爱吃冷冷的布丁(Pudding) (因为我每次弄,都会装一大盒放在冰箱里预备给他吃.)

生病更不用说~ 煲粥.. UmmM~~..是好吃到..他们一家人都会在争吃... 其实我自己也不懂是不是那么的好吃..因为我都没试过..~(味道) 只要他喜欢和开心就可以了..
早上要有丰富营养的早餐,晚上放工就有汤喝或晚餐..=)
我都爱准备..
希望能尽我最好的都用来照顾他.. 不单他有~ 有时他妈妈也一起吃我所准备的早餐或他一家人吃我煮的东西=)


我会不会做得不够好吗?? 真的发自内心地问..!!~ 请comment:

今天只到这里.Thanks 4 reading~!!! ^-^

Introduction: My Dear Baby Potato Mommi & FamiLy

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BoTH of uS~~~ LoVe Love LoVE... ..

 

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HERe is My FamiLy....

SToRY~  
    
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