奇妙?

奇妙？

难道，这就是所谓‘上帝 在做工’正在发生奇妙的时间...?

我想...大概都是了

怎么都不能给我偷懒啊...? 想再偷多一阵子的懒惰都不行 =P

祂，真的放了很多‘属灵’的人在我的身边

[非常好 == ...] 

因为他们都回一直鼓励我，督触我要祷告

一直都想把我和神的关系给拉好

有你们真好

因为，这都是我一直以来所祈求的

当然，我未遇过

自己也超级的懒惰

ngek ngek ngekkk  XP

其实.... .... 说真的... 好像蛮感动....??!

可是又很迷惑 @@

其实两个都很好

但，就是不懂为什么，竟然会觉得

他比较可以找到答案

结果真的是

是不是才刚刚，所以新鲜....?

可是他又是很新的啊...? 为什么就有分别..?? 真搞不懂

都同年龄，分别是一个M和一个是F罢了嘛...?

不是一向来都是F比较思想成熟点，而且更容易谈咩..?

又好像不是酱...?

怎样都好，人始终是人，也日久见人心...

觉得要好像他这样...向他学习... 带着完全pure的heart 单单在神的面前，定睛仰望祂

做了那么久的基督徒

现在才完全感受到什么是 [定睛仰望祂]

还没经过今天之前，我还是会想寻死
但，听了那场道... 知道了死亡只不过是一道桥

我现在只不过，不想那么快到那道桥那里了
=）

A REAL BoyFrienD♥

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rainIn the Jesus name Bless all the Couple in this world...
and Forever LOVE <3
COPY♥

I'm Back

waaa...这里都发霉了...hahaa

整年都没上过来updated了...

原来短短一年可以发生那么多事.... 回想起来都觉得有点恐怖...

因为幼稚天真的自己，可以做出那么鲁莽和超任性的事... 一点都没想和顾过后果...

真不应该... (?)

人有时会很矛盾...

会想要有重头来过的机会....把那些不好的事或记忆都给删除掉，然后重新来过

但，如果一个没有过去的自己...还是自己吗?

这个的自己，你还要吗?

虽然，真的很难过... 可能‘辛苦’有些人觉得更多人比我更苦...

但...当你遇到那种事情的时候，你又会有什么说法

我真的不相信，你不会说‘辛苦’这两个字

你们有过类是的经验的人都会说要用上几年的时间去恢复...

那我呢?

3个月，都没有

你们还想要我怎么样???

我已经没做麻烦到别人的事

如果，我真的那么快没事...我想你们也值得怀疑我，是不是我说得那么严重了

我真的还很需要时间, 说没事了？那肯定是我骗你们的...

我已经非常用力地尽力地尽量地配合你们，我也希望你们知道，因为我都知道你们都是发自内心，很用心地帮我...

但，不是我要泼你们冷水，我只是想要你们更了解...教会对我来说，真的不再是那回事了... 可能现在你们再做什么感动我的事时，我不会再好像以前那样地流眼泪..

（但，并不代表我不知道也感受不到和看不到）

我不是不回教会，我真的不懂自己几时才可以走出来...

我很记得有人和我说过，当一个基督徒离开了教会，比一个还未信耶稣的人，更难回去教会

我真的无法否定

Ummmm....Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........

你看，要我感谢上面那个真的蛮不容易的事...

以前很容易就说[神，耶稣，上帝]

现在...

‘上面那个’

不好意思啊~ 上面那个 （呵呵）

祂派了很多很有‘分量’（呵呵）的天使们，来扶我一把...

要扶我，其实真的不容易

所以，我开始了我的小生意，你们都可以看到我Facebook里所post的

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说真的，我们都非常需要

我知道一切都不容易，再次地 试着 努力

特意：在这里，试着向一些帮我，扶着我的人，甚至要帮我的人说

感谢！